My boys were officially crazy. I was planning on talking to their father about putting them in a mental institution. Unfortunately said man just laughed at me and suggested if I wanted to put anyone away, it should probably be me. He was right, again. I must have been crazy if I thought for one second I could stand up to those two beautiful boys.

It wasn't a question of whether or not it would happen. It was a question of when. After they managed to catch me off guard twice and Gabe literally fisted me open while his brother held me, I figured my time was running out. They knew I was stretched. It was potentially possible that I could take them both now. I was terrified to do it, but I probably could.

Kelly and Trey both noticed how antsy I had been at school for the last month or more. They thought it was because Christmas was coming, but it was really because I was nervous. I kept second guessing myself about just giving in and getting it over with, but that wouldn't be romantic or fun in the slightest the way my head was going. I needed that at least.

Maybe they would woo me with a nice dinner first? Or we could watch a comedy before the tore me in two... oh wow. See? My head insisted on thinking the worst was going to happen and it was making me want to tear my hair out! My boys were sweet, and gentle. There was no way they would do anything to hurt me on purpose. Remember? I sighed into my chocolate milk and Trey looked at me worriedly.

"Are you okay? You seem really on edge." He asked me quietly. Kel watched with interest for my reply.

"Ah, sort of. It's just my head playing tricks on me." I admitted with embarrassment. Trey perked up a little with that.

"Is it relationship troubles? You could always leave them for me...." He grinned at me hopefully. I rolled my eyes and shook my head.

"You wish. No, it's more... nerves I guess." I picked at my sandwich and Kel narrowed her eyes at me.

"They aren't asking you to do someone else again are they?" She asked me in nearly a whisper so Trey wouldn't overhear. I shook my head no. She sighed in relief and then shrugged. "Well whatever, just go with it. It isn't like they would hurt you, right?"

"Hmm. Yeah I guess." I nibbled on my orange and the sweetness was just perfect to brighten my mood. She was right. They were doing everything they could to prepare me beforehand so they wouldn't hurt me, so why was I so nervous about it? It wasn't like they were threatening to go in dry and hard without any prep. I was being silly. Maybe I should....

The bell rang and I snapped back to attention. Trey was looking at me worried, and I gave him a bright smile to ease his mind. Then I went to my classes and watched the clock until the end of the day. Time really seemed to drag on those days that I knew I was going to see my boys. I wanted it to be over so I could feel their reassuring arms and hot lips.

Instead I had to watch Ms. K get all excited about a mathlete competition coming up in the new year. She had sign up forms for it. Then Mr. G lost his notes for the class after lunch time and spent the majority of the period saying 'uhhh' and 'ummm' until I wanted to slap him. By the end of the day, I was running for the door instead of hesitating with indecision or avoiding them like I had been for the past months.

"Hey baby!"

"Did you miss us?" They hugged me tight and I giggled as I was smushed into a muscle sandwich. I could feel their relief at my openness and lighter mood. I had been kind of stand offish and grumpy lately, but I think I was getting over it. They weren't being pushy, so I really shouldn't worry so much.

"I missed you both so much." I told them, watching two smiles light up their handsome faces. Then I saw a devilish twinkle in Gabe's eye as he pulled me in for a rough kiss. I moaned into his mouth as he devoured my lips. I felt Rafe grab my hair and I was pulled around for a punishing kiss from him. It was wonderful, really, but I was confused as to the suddenness.

Until we broke for air and a glowering Trey stood a few feet away with Kelly. Oh. Were my boys claiming territory? Awe. How cute. It made me feel so loved. I smacked Rafe's *ss as I turned to get in the passenger seat and heard Kel giggle when he jumped a little at the treatment.

"Come on lover boys. There is a hockey game on tonight and I don't want to miss it." I called out as I buckled my seat belt. They got in and we were on our way moments later. Anyone watching would think I was in charge in this relationship today, and that made me feel even better. Yeah, what was I so worried about? When the time was right, I could so do this.

*

Christmas holidays were officially started. I bought my boys matching hoodies that read "I'm the cuter twin." Then I got the usual family gifts of chocolate, books and an updated photo of yours truly for the wall of shame... I mean family photos. This year I had it taken with the twins on Santa's lap. It was pretty hilarious now that I looked at it again. Poor Santa was nearly hidden behind the three of us.

They insisted on each taking a knee and then having me sit on my knees in the middle. I was barely short enough to see the big old man behind us in his hat. Oh well, the family would all get a kick out of it. I had copies for both sets of parents. I framed my parent's copy as a gift and put the other in my card to the Baumanns.

I was going to be spending most of my time with my boys. I missed having them near me all the time, and honestly I think that was the real reason I was putting so much effort into graduating this year. So I could see them again all the time. I really was hoping that we would be able to move out together as soon as we all finished our schooling, but my practical side knew it would have to wait until after college or university.

I was going to the local college when I was done with high school. Not just because it was near them, but because they had a program that led right to the professional exam for the profession I was after. They had an entire class just on helping you take the exam, so of course I was in. And it was also close to them. Heh. I am not stupid. I am a randy teenager and I know better than to go out of reach of my addiction. 

They were the best addiction ever though. I really didn't think I could go more than a couple days without having a taste. I even got used to Gabe stretching me out. It felt... well, pretty good now that I thought about it. I would never be the same thanks to my boys, but was that necessarily a bad thing? I didn't feel raw and pinched when Gabe was rough, I didn't need Rafe to open me up first, and I loved every minute of it.

Speaking of my addiction, I heard the doorbell ring and sprung up from the bed in no time flat to run out and down the stairs. I managed to get there a second before my sister and stuck out my tongue at her before I opened the door. She huffed and smacked the back of my head as I grinned at my boyfriends standing there in their winter jackets.

"Dang you guys look hot. Come on in, my mom is still making dinner." I let them come in the door and take off their outerwear so I could see the suave dinner clothes underneath. I was going to take them back upstairs but my dad called us into the living room.

"Theo, introduce your boyfriends to the family before dinner. No hiding upstairs all night." He scolded me. I blushed and took them both by the hand to introduce them to my aunts and grandma.

"Family, these are my boyfriends Rafael and Gabriel Baumann. Boys, these are my family members. On the left is my Aunt Teresa, next to her is her sister Helen. They are both my dad's sisters. Then my Grams on my mom's side, and beside her is my Aunt Debbie on my mom's side." I pointed to everyone and there was a moment of silence. All four old ladies got up and pounced. I was cooed at, pinched on the cheek, kissed in numerous places on my face and had my ass smacked (not sure by whom).

"Oh my goodness, look at how big he has grown!" I heard.

"Isn't he just the cutest!" Also was chimed in.

"I could eat all three of you right up!" Finally spoken by my grams. Ewww.

"Well, lucky for all of us, dinner is served. There will be no cannibalism necessary." My mom walked in and announced, much to my relief. I was fixing my clothes and wiping my face as I walked into the dining room. My mother was kind enough to seat me between my boyfriends, so I didn't have to worry about further attacks, of the unwelcome kind at least.

The food looked simply amazing. Everything was glistening like in the magazines. Either that or I was in tears I was so happy to be eating. I got really hungry these days. Must have been that growth spurt working magic on my stomach to make my food disappear. Whatever the case, I had lots to eat and went back for seconds. My boys were a hard second place for volume consumed. My sister called me a human vacuum and I nearly choked on my pie.

Grams laughed with my boys at that one. I blushed, but I didn't deny it. Instead I waggled my eyebrows at grams and she giggled again. I asked to be excused from the table once the adult talk started and the three of us were done eating. My dad gave me a look but said okay. I plucked at the boys' dress shirts so they would follow me upstairs.

I knew what he was worried about. I would have to be stupid not to realise that he thought we were going upstairs to fool around. As if it would happen with my grams downstairs, within hearing range. That was just... gross. I would never want to know what she did with my gramps, so I bet she would be horrified to have to listen in on the boys and I if we played around.

"Hey Theo..." I heard Gabe say seductively.

"No." I said firmly, walking to my room and flopping on my bed.

"But Theo..." Rafe whined, crawling up next to me and kissing my neck. I shivered, thought for a split second and then....

"I said no." I retorted, shoving my hand in his face so he couldn't tease me anymore. That apparently did not stall his hands from travelling down my side and trying to worm their way into my dress pants. I rolled away from him and stood up to get away from the questing hands. He whined and pouted on the bed, Gabe coming to lay next to him and pout in an identical (and absolutely adorable) manner.

"Please Theo?"

"We will keep you quiet."

"It will be fun."

"Isn't it more thrilling when we could get caught?" Gabe waggled his eyebrows at me and I almost caved. Then I heard someone laughing downstairs and my resolve strengthened.

"No. Just... no. I can't. My grams is down there boys. Do you know how embarrassing that would be?" I shuddered at the thought, and not in the good way. I went over to my tv and turned it on, trying really hard to ignore the twin pouts that eyed me as I started up my videogame system. I still had my last game inside, so I just grabbed the controller and started it up.

"Hey Rafe, since Theo doesn't want to play...." I heard Gabe say to his brother. I was not going to let him sway my judgement. Nope. I was going to ignore them and play my videogame. I was going to be good.

"Oh, good idea Gabe. Come here you sexy thing...." Rafe's voice sounded breathless. I could almost hear them breathing as the bed linens rustled and then the wet sound of a kiss was heard behind me. I gulped and stared at the screen, trying to focus on the terrain in front of me as I guided my character across.

"Mmmm. Yeah right there Rafe." Gabe moaned and then the wet sounds were happening again. My eyes were glazing over in the need to at least turn around and watch. It was like being in the same room as a porno and trying not to pay attention. Nearly impossible. It was like our brains are hardwired to perk up at the sounds of sexy time.

"Gabe, rub harder. It's okay. I want to feel it tonight." Rafe whispered just loud enough for me to hear. I wasn't stupid. They were doing this on purpose. Even if they were being reasonably quiet, it still felt really wrong to me. I jogged out of the stupor they were lulling me into to realise I was completely lost and a giant was bearing down on my character. I was going to die.

Aaaannnnd... I was dead. Dammit.

I backed out of the game, angrily tapping buttons and listening to the jerks behind me as they fooled around without me. I turned the console to Netflix, just some random show, and turned up the volume. Then I turned around to see the twins. They were not kissing anymore, it seemed like they were arguing. Rafe growled and pushed Gabe down, only to have him flip over and try to pin Rafe.

"What the hell are you doing? You are going to break my bed." I whisper-shouted at them. They stopped what they were doing and looked at me guiltily.

"Sorry Theo." They said it eerily together. It gave me a shiver to hear them do that. I crawled over and sat next to them on the bed.

"Can't you behave for one night? I mean, my family is downstairs for heaven's sake." I griped at them. They looked shamefaced at each other before breaking apart to sit up on either side of me.

"It's not that we can't behave."

"You make us really not want to."

"We can't help it."

"You sexy." Gabe said with the most serious look on his face. I rolled my eyes, but I knew I was blushing. They leaned into me, heads on my shoulders so I couldn't escape the feeling of being stared at.

"Stooooopppp..." I whined as I covered my eyes with my hands. I felt their breath against my neck as they chuckled and then they lay gentle kisses along my neck muscles. It tickled a little and I stifled my giggle with a gasp when a hand landed on my thigh.

"I want to shove my d*ck so far down your throat, no one will hear you scream but me." Gabe whispered into my ear. The hand rubbed along my thigh in circles as I started to pant. He was avoiding touching me where I was seriously wanting him to touch me now. Then I felt another hand ghost its way up my side to my chest, just out of reach of my nipples.

"I want to hold you while he does, watch every second of it, and then do it again myself." Rafe whispered in the other ear. I squirmed in discomfort, wishing they would just ignore my ranting earlier and touch me already.

"I hate you. I hate you both. You are conniving, terrible boyfriends." I muttered as my temperature rose and my patience ran out. I heard two chuckles against my skin as they peeled my shirt back to lay more kisses along my shoulders to make me shiver.

"No you don't."

"You love us."

"You know we only do things because we love you." I breathed a sigh as I felt them pulling at my trouser button. He was right, I did know that. That was why I hadn't run away screaming a long time ago. They did try to be good and understanding. They weren't always successful, but they tried. I appreciated that they bothered to make an effort. Too many people didn't these days.

"I know. I love you too." I whispered as they laid me back on my bed and worshiped my body with gentle kisses. This was more torturous than the most brutal of f*cking. I couldn't make too much noise with everyone downstairs. I didn't feel like thrashing per se, just all this sexual energy was building inside me with no place to go.

They were coiling me up so tight inside that I felt like I would burst just from the soft touches, but it wasn't enough! I was on the brink of something wonderful, but it just wasn't enough stimulation to get me over the edge. I wanted to cry suddenly from the overwhelming urge to have more, but the conflicting desire to squash it.

Gabe grinned over me, staring at my pleading eyes and biting his lip sensually. He shook his head at me and I let out a muffled sob, my hand flying up to cover it at the last second. Rafe shushed me, and whispered in my ear that all I had to do was ask. The words stuck in my throat. I wanted to ask, but I couldn't do it with all the confusion in my brain.

Instead I reached out my arm to grasp onto Gabe, fingernails digging into his skin until he hissed and narrowed his eyes. I pleaded from my very being, blinking my wet lashes at him and gasping in desperation. The boys exchanged a glance. I closed my eyes, hoping they would just do what they always did. I wanted them to use me. I wanted them to manhandle me.

"Say it."

"We know you want it."

"Let us hear it."

"Please...." Was all I managed to whine from behind my hand. Muffled as it was, I knew they heard it. I heard an intake of breath, them felt warm hands finally descending on the parts I wanted most. Gabe's hand wrapped around my d*ck lovingly, twisting a little at the top as he stroked the length. Rafe's hands moved up and his fingers plucked at the hardened nipples that waited in anticipation.

I moaned behind my hand, ever closer to the peak and shaking with my eagerness to get there. My c*ck was stroked faster, my chest rubbed and twisted until it ached. I felt my back bow as I reached ever higher with my feelings. I felt tears escaping instead of my usual cries. My body ached with pleasure as I was wrung out by my lovers.

I climaxed, spilling out into Gabe's hand. My legs shook from the intensity as I came down from the high. I looked up at two very satisfied faces. I was exhausted; completely worn out from the intensive loving. I yawned unexpectedly and the two boys laughed at me. Rafe cleaned up his brother's hand. Then Gabe went to get a cloth to clean me up.

Rafe helped me sit up, his brother wiped me down, and then they worked together to get me dressed again. I was cuddled between them afterwards, and Rafe put something else on the television that we actually wanted to watch. I yawned again, and Gabe cuddled me closely to his side. Rafe snuggled in behind me and whispered in my ear.

"Rest love. You'll need it for our Christmas present."