Ryan's pov

I woke up to see Maya was gone. I frown at that. I guess I wasn't good enough for her. I want to be loved. No one will love me. My parents only loved my brothers. Not me. They don't notice me at all. They didn't come to my animal saving fundraiser for the pound or when I was doing adoption day for homeless animals. But go to my brothers games. They don't care about me at all. I guess I'm not going to have a mate now. I just want love. That's all I need.

I go to my room and cry my heart out for along time. I wish I had someone. But I don't. And probably never will have everybody. I cry myself to sleep and think what if.