Jungkook decided that he had enough of his homework. He also decided to visit Taehyung again, especially after last time had been too awkward to properly say goodbye. Last time he stayed over, because Lottie was being a bit too needy for his liking, he had woken up in Taehyung's bed again.

That wasn't so weird though, since he had fallen asleep in bed next to Taehyung when they were watching a movie. The thing that made his cheeks turn red at the mere thought was the fact they had been cuddling again. The weirdest part? They had been both awake at one point and were both aware of the fact that they were cuddling in bed. But neither of them had tried to change the situation and so they ended up cuddling for about an hour, listening to the other breathe, feeling the heartbeats pound in their ears.

It had been so awkward to finally stop cuddling, because now they couldn't pretend to be asleep. No, they had to untangle their limbs in great silence as their eyes glanced at anything but each other.

Jungkook didn't mind cuddling with Taehyung. The boy was slightly taller and very warm and his lanky arms were easily wrapped around his waist, and it was honestly perfect. But there was no way in hell he'd be able to tell Taehyung that. It sounded so gay and he didn't want to scare the older boy away.

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It wasn't as awkward as Jungkook had expected it to be. Sitting on his couch, watching a movie in his presence, slightly brushing his shoulder now and then- it wasn't that awful at all.

Taehyung turned towards Jungkook when the other let out a loud chuckle, a smile appearing on his face as well when he noticed the endearing way the other's cheeks reddened when he laughed or the way his eyes started sparkling whenever he was excited, looking like he held galaxies hidden inside them.

They've been watching the movie for a few minutes now but Taehyung found himself watching the other more than his laptop's screen, finding his smile an excitement more entertaining that any actor or actress out there. He knew he was dazed but he couldn't stop staring at the other, couldn't stop thinking about his chuckles or his sparkling eyes.

Jungkook had a bunny smile, but he was more than that. He was smart, Taehyung knew by then, he loved sports, he was passionate about everything he enjoyed doing, but, more than everything, Jungkook had a great soul, one that attracted Taehyung right to his core.

When the other turned towards him, he knew he was caught red handed, staring without shame, but he didn't actually care about it, didn't care about the disappearing smile on the other's face or the way his eyebrows furrowed.

"Taehyung, are you ok?", Jungkook mumbled curiously, moving to pause the movie that was still playing in the background like he didn't want to miss anything. Taehyung watched him because, himself as well, didn't want to miss anything Jungkook did.

He wasn't ok, only realizing that now, realizing that he was attracted to his girlfriend's other boyfriend, to the boy that dated Lottie for three years, to the boy that he should've hated, that should've hated him too. However, here they were, watching movies together, ice skating, doing everything that Lottie didn't actually enjoy but they enjoyed it.

Taehyung liked Jungkook and something told him that the other felt the same way because, sometimes, he would catch the other watching him with those doe eyes right before he would look away. Sometimes he would wake up cuddled to the other, knowing that they were both awake, but refusing to move just to feel each other's warmth more.

It was somehow wrong, they met because they had a common girlfriend and now they were sitting on a couch, staring at each other, some type of realization making its way on Jungkook's face. Taehyung took a deep breath, then closed his eyes.

"I think I like you", he said curtly, because he didn't think there was any other way he could avoid saying those words out loud. Jungkook didn't react at first, still watching him with the same soft expression, eyebrows raising when the words truly hit him.

"What do you mean you like me?", the brunette asked, voice loud and not as shy as Taehyung would've thought it would be. He sighed again, moving his hand to mess his hair due to how nervous he felt.

"I mean, I like you, Jungkook, and that's fucking wrong, you know? I can't— you're Lottie's other boyfriend, I cannot like you? I don't even know why I said that, just forget it, okay?", mumbling, he looked away, trying to avoid Jungkook's gaze, ignoring the way the other's cheeks reddened.

"Wait—

"No, just forget it? Might be the beers we had before, I'm not thinking straight.

Taehyung moved to get up from the couch, wanting to be as far away as possible from Jungkook, because he knew the other couldn't actually like him back. Hell, the boy's been dating Lottie for three years, he wouldn't like him back.

He tried to get up, but Jungkook gripped his wrist, forcing him to sit back down. Taehyung sometimes forgot the other was a baseball player and was actually stronger than him, but during moments like this one, he realized Jungkook was indeed strong.

"You're not leaving, you idiot. Why would you say that and just leave like a damn coward?"

Taehyung frowned, tacking his arm back when Jungkook let go of his wrist. He looked up, noticing that the other was much closer now than before. "Well, you don't feel the same, so I th—

Warms lips pressed on his, making Taehyung raise his eyebrows in surprise at the unexpected move the other had done. Jungkook was pressing against him, strong arms gripping his wrist in an attempt to pull him closer and Taehyung finally realized what was happening when the other pressed his lips harder against his own. Closing his eyes, Taehyung relaxed under Jungkook's touch, letting the other move his lips against his softly, wondering if this was actually real or it was just a dream.

The warmth of Jungkook's mouth against his and the strength of his arms made him realize that it was actually happening, they were kissing and Jungkook was the one to initiate that which could only mean one thing: he liked Taehyung back. With that thought in mind he closed his eyes, relaxing his body further and letting the other swipe his tongue over his bottom lip, deepening their kiss.

Jungkook was a good kisser, he was soft and rough at the same time, moving gently as he traced his fingers on his arms, finally releasing his wrists, but biting harshly from time to time only to smile when Taehyung let out whimpers.

They kissed until Jungkook was straddling his thighs, palms pressed against his chest steadily, gripping his shirt like he wanted to just rip it off. Taehyung had his own slightly larger palms on Jungkook's hips, amazement filling his heart when he realized just how small the other's waist was. He was muscular but his body still felt soft and tiny above his and Taehyung loved it. Jungkook soon started rocking against his hips softly, detaching their lips only to let his head fall on Taehyung's shoulder, letting out whimpers and soft moans as he kept moving.

"God, Jungkook— wait." , Taehyung mumbled, not wanting them to take it further if the other didn't feel like it. He looked up, meeting Jungkook's doe eyes again, the other furrowing his brows in confusion. "Are you sure you want to keep going?"

Jungkook let out a loud sigh, cupping his cheeks with his palms before pressing their lips together again. "I'm the one rocking against you, right?"

Smiling, Taehyung pressed his hands on Jungkook's hips, turning them around on the couch so that he was the one laying above the other, pressing a wet peck on Jungkook's rosy lips before latching them on his neck.

The other's hands gripped his hips and Taehyung realized, again, that Jungkook was much more muscular than he let on show because in one swift motion the other was standing up, Taehyung wrapped around his body in an attempt to not fall with his ass on the hard ground. That wouldn't be quite nice. "Oh, baseball muscles?"

"Gym muscles.", Jungkook nodded, leaning down to kiss Taehyung softly before walking towards his bedroom, already knowing the path by heart since he's been spending most of his time there for a while now.

Taehyung was latched onto him like a koala, lighter than he should've been, but Jungkook blamed his arms for the lack of weight, not the fact that Taehyung was just naturally skinny. He leaned down, letting Taehyung's back hit the bed softly, bending down to press kisses against his neck, sucking on a spot right before he felt a rough punch on his shoulder.

"No marks, idiot. We don't want Lottie asking me if I've been cheating.", Taehyung mumbled angrily, because he actually did want Jungkook to leave marks on him but they couldn't because of the girl that hurt them both.

"But aren't we doing that?", the other asked, a cheeky smile plastering his face as he bent up to stare at Taehyung. They both started laughing, Jungkook leaning back down to continue their kiss, a warm palm pushing his chest softly in order to create space between them.

"Wait, wait, wait. It's nice and all, but how are we going to do this?" Taehyung asked, stabilizing himself on his arms as Jungkook sat on his thighs sighing.

"You just have to, like, use a lot of lube, right? Do we even have lube?" Taehyung nodded, moving towards the bed's edge in order to look through his nightstand, taking out a bottle of clear lube. He put it on the bed, then turned towards Jungkook again. "Soo, how do people do this?"

Jungkook started laughing awkwardly, shifting so he could get up and walk out the door, running back in a few seconds later with his phone in hand. Taehyung felt star struck seeing the other's face but he was already kind of used to this. He was wondering what Jungkook had in mind when the other laid in bed next to him, then started writing something.

"Are you seriously googling how to have gay sex right now?" Jungkook looked up, doe eyes staring at him, and Taehyung felt the entire world collapse under his feet because of that expression.

"Well, I don't actually know what you're supposed to do so it's better to look it up, for both of us." He mumbled, looking at his screen again. Taehyung looked over his shoulder, reading the words carefully as Jungkook scrolled with his finger, stopping only when he didn't understand something important.

After they finished reading the article written by some gay page Jungkook tossed his phone to the side then turned towards him again.

"So we have to prep and use lots of lube or else this is going to hurt as hell. Oh my god, I don't want it to hurt.", Jungkook mumbled, fingers playing with the hem of Taehyung's shirt in a soothing matter.

Sometimes Taehyung thought of the other as a soft and cute bunny but then, on other days, Jungkook would just change his shirt in front of him, letting his toned body on show or would pick up heavy things Taehyung couldn't — and sometimes he picked him up from the couch with ease too.

Taehyung took a deep breath, leaning in so he could crash his lips on Jungkook's, taking the other by surprise when he pushed his body on the bed with force. Jungkook's palms instantly gripped his waist, making him whimper at the feeling. Taehyung took a deep breath, having his eyes closed when he traced his lips over Jungkook's softer ones as he spoke.

"I'll bottom. This time." He whispered, hot breath colliding with Jungkook's.

He opened his eyes to make sure Jungkook was okay with his decision, but he didn't have enough time to react when the other pushed them so he was laying above Taehyung.

"Good choice, babe. I'm pretty sure I'm a better top than you anyway." Jungkook mumbled cheekily, a vicious smirk playing on his lips as he got up to take his shirt off, muscles ripping under his skin as he raised his arm.

Taehyung almost forgot to answer but, fortunately, he was also too competitive to let the other's words slide. Gripping Jungkook's smaller waist with his palms Taehyung smirked, forcing the other to lean back down so he could seal their lips again.

"You sure about that? Want to bottom first so we can hear your opinion after?" Jungkook bit his bottom lip in response, fingers already pulling at the edge of his shirt.

"Thanks, but I'll pass."

Before both of them even realized they were left in their underwear, not an awkward situation since they've been there before. However, the last time they changed they weren't moaning in each other's mouths as they rocked their hips together in search for some friction.

Jungkook was rough when it came to this, rougher than his usual persona. He was a soft and smiling person, a dork if Taehyung were to describe him, but now, with sweaty skin and wet hair falling over his eyes, muscles ripping under his skin as he handled Taehyung however he wanted, he wasn't so soft anymore.

"Ah, fuck, Jungkook — prep me before my dick explodes for God's sake." Taehyung mumbled, biting his lip to retain his moans when Jungkook bit one of his nipples. His chest was already littered with red patterns,

Jungkook mumbling that Lottie wasn't going to see them there when Taehyung punched him again for leaving marks when they both previously agreed they would avoid that. The other just chuckled in the sweetest way before doing the exact opposite. Taehyung wasn't entirely sure if he wanted to strangle Jungkook or kiss him to death.

"Okay, where did you put the lube?" , he asked, moving his hands around the sheets until he found the bottle of clear liquid. Taehyung took his underwear off, feeling a little shy under Jungkook's curious gaze.

"Your skin is like, really smooth, Tae." He said, which didn't help Taehyung at all, but he wasn't going to fall for some words. He huffed, shifting on the bed, giving his cock a few shameless strokes under Jungkook's eyes. "Shut up and hurry."

They were experienced with girls, both of them knew it, but as Jungkook poured lube on his fingers and stared at it strangely Taehyung started laughing.

"You've never used lube before?" He asked, shifting so he was now face to face with Jungkook, both on their knees.

"Nope, I never thought we needed it."

"Oh, I actually used it with Lottie a lot. She always said it hurt her if we didn't use lube. Maybe she was just sore from getting fucked by both of us." He mumbled, staring at Jungkook's fingers as the other warmed the liquid up. The other looked up, doe eyes on him, making Taehyung wonder if Jungkook had two personalities. "Did you guys ever, you know — do it the other way? Like —

"You mean anal?"

"Yes, oh my God, Taehyung!" , Jungkook squealed, actually squealed, and Taehyung started laughing loudly.

"Jungkook, you're about to fuck my ass and you get embarrassed by the word anal? Seriously?"

"Well, if you put it that way it sounds worse."

Still laughing, Taehyung laid on his back, making sure he pulled Jungkook with him with one of his hands, the other laying above him, but still on his knees. "Shut up, idiot. Now, do whatever you're supposed to do. And no, I never had anal with Lottie. With anyone actually. Certainly never had it done to me."

Jungkook looked and felt scared but it was normal for both of them to feel that way since it was their first time doing it with a boy. Taehyung guided Jungkook's hand when the other stopped, making sure he understood it was ok, that he was ok with it. The beginning was rough, it hurt and both of them were starting to think it wasn't such a good idea, but neither of them wanted to stop.

"Just go on, they said it was supposed to get pleasurable on the way." , he mumbled, Jungkook nodding before he added a third finger, stretching them so he could loosen Taehyung up. "Move them." The other said, arm flying towards his dick in order to release some of the pressure building inside his body.

"You're sure you're ok?" Jungkook asked, starting to thrust his fingers slowly, watching as a soft moan left Taehyung's lips.

"Yea, yea, it's getting — holy, it's getting a lot better. What the hell was that?" He asked, looking up in order to make eye contact with Jungkook, who looked just as clueless as him. "Prostate? I mean, they said it was supposed to feel pleasurable once you hit it but wasn't it too soon?"

"Well, you have long ass fingers, Kook. Move them again."

Jungkook did as he was asked, moving them faster until Taehyung was properly moaning, which meant it was somehow pleasurable. He still jerked in pain from time to time, but Jungkook kept going, bending down to kiss his lips when it looked to painful.

"You can do it now, Kook." He said, breathing heavily, his lips wet with saliva while his cheeks looked like he was laying on fire. Jungkook smiled, nodding as he looked around for the condom he took out of his jeans, putting it on before adding some lube on his sensitive head. He huffed due to oversensitivity, whimpering when Taehyung chuckled, his hand moving to tease his head more.

"Gh, stop, I'm too sensitive." He mumbled, giving his shaft a few strokes in order to warm the lube up before aligning himself with Taehyung's already wet and stretched hole.

"Already sensitive, baby? You're kinda soft for such a tough body." Taehyung teased, closing his eyes as Jungkook pushed in slowly. He bent down, kissing Taehyung's neck, not even caring about the marks anymore as he sucked on his pulse. "I can be though too, babe. Just wait."

Taehyung was sure Jungkook meant that because, as soon as he was all in, kind of big but, fortunately for him, longer and slimmer than himself, he started moving, pulling until he was half out before slamming back in.

Taehyung felt the need to watch, to make sure this was actually happening, but he regretted his actions when he was met with Jungkook's sweaty face, lidded eyes and parted lips. He loved the way he looked but shame made its way inside him when a loud moan escaped his lips just at the sight of the other. Jungkook was fucking hot.

"You feel so good, Tae, so fucking good—

Jungkook choked on his own words, moaning as he fell on top of Taehyung, body weight stabilized only on one of his arms alone since the other was holding the other's waist quite tight. Taehyung knew it was wrong but he still arched his legs and arms around Jungkook's strong body, pulling him down until their lips were latched together in a messy and wet kiss.

"Better than her?"

The other, as expected, groaned before slamming harder into him, nails pressing into Taehyung's skin until he whimpered in pain.

"Don't even —" , a hard thrust, followed by a kiss on his neck, Taehyung letting his head fall back in order to give Jungkook more access. " — compare yourself to her, Taehyung."

Somehow those words made him feel better than anything, a loud moan escaping his lips when Jungkook's fingers found his shaft, stroking it faster, in rhythm with his thrusts. He gripped his shoulder blades, feeling the muscles move behind his fingers, something he never thought he would enjoy this much before, but something he now seemed to be off to.

Jungkook was a moaner, more than himself, but it wasn't something Taehyung didn't enjoy. His voice was rougher than before, not the usual high pitch he had, but rather a deep growl, something that made his body shiver.

"Fuck, I never thought I'd enjoy getting it in the ass." He said, arching his back when Jungkook bent his left leg to his chest, the angle so much deeper that Taehyung felt the warmth of Jungkook's dick right on that sweet point inside of him, sending heat right into his stomach.

Jungkook chuckled, again, then looked at him with lidded eyes, strands of his raven hair falling over them. Taehyung moved one of his hands to pull it back, admiring the other's strong facial features and the difference his forehead made. Much hotter.

"Me neither. Glad we tried, fuck — this."

The other's moves were becoming more sloppily, faster and rougher than before, Taehyung feeling the way his body was rocking against the bed sheets. He still felt the pain of being stretched but Jungkook was still touching his dick or his body, tracing his fingers over his skin softly, playing with his nipples from time to time in order to distract his mind.

Taehyung felt himself getting over the edge when Jungkook bent down, sucking on his right nipple as he jerked him fast, the experience of being a guy himself making Taehyung realize he's never gotten such a good handjob before.

Jungkook knew how to move his wrist to his own liking, how to use his fingers, tracing his thumb over the slit just to stimulate the head more, pressing on the underside of his dick just right where he knew it was sensitive. No girl would've known how to pleasure a guy like that because they wouldn't be able to understand the little details. If he could give such good handjobs Taehyung didn't even want to think about the blowjobs.

"Are you close?" Jungkook asked when he detached himself from his chest, looking at him through the same lidded eyes. Taehyung didn't even feel powerful enough to answer, only nodding weakly before letting his head fall back.

Apparently Jungkook had a purpose for asking because, after Taehyung told him he was close, he moved faster, groaning as he flicked his wrist in the same rhythm, not even caring about the way Taehyung trashed around the sheets due to oversensitivity.

Taehyung came first and, when he did, he saw white in front of his eyes, something he's never experienced before, which was quite unexpected since that wasn't the most pleasurable experience he's had due to the slight pain that came with it. Maybe he enjoyed pain, who knew, or maybe he just enjoyed the way Jungkook felt and looked above him.

"You close too, pretty baby?" He asked teasingly, Jungkook groaning in response before moving faster, biting into his neck when his moves finally sopped. Taehyung could feel the other pulsing inside him and, even if he was sensitive and in pain, he let him ride his high a few more times, Jungkook finally stopping with a pleased sigh.

When he pulled out, taking the condom off his sensitive dick and tying it, letting it fall on the floor, probably on their clothes, Taehyung smirked.

"So, how do you think Lottie will react when she finds out her boyfriends fucked each other behind her back?"

Jungkook smiled weakly before pulling Taehyung towards himself, kissing him on the corner of his lips due to how tired he felt.

"Like the bitch she is, don't even remind me. Just let me enjoy this."

Taehyung did let him enjoy his pause for a few seconds, listening to Jungkook's steady breathing as they laid cuddled. However, lube was leaking out of his hole and he felt sore and tired and, whenever he moved, his body seemed to be struck by lightning.

"Jungkookie baby, I'd like to let you sleep but you're a heavy sleeper and I immediately need to get cleaned and taken care of."

Taehyung really hoped the other wasn't asleep yet because nothing was going to wake him up after.

Smut written by the amazing @hirae01✨ Hope you enjoyed it!
I was really scared it'd be too soon for them to get intimate so tell me what you think.