I can't believe this happened. I let my hormones control my brain. Every touch, every kiss, just drove me mad. I can't deny that my ppp took over and I had no control. But who would? Just look at that man!

They're fighting because of me. I have to get out of here. I pack up the few things I own. Hearing them scream all through the house. I should've known better. I throw on a hoodie and jeans and shoes. Grab my meager belongings and head for the door. I got to get out of here. I hear a crash against the door as I pass. I take off running. I did this. I couldn't control my horny self and I let my clit control my mind.

I feel absolutely horrid!

I run to my car, throw my things in and take off. I don't even care where I'm going as long as I can get away.

I think back about how I let myself get in this stupid situation.

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I walked out of the bathroom only in my towel. I thought I could run to my room without being detected. No one was home when I went into the shower. I crash into a hard chest trying  as I'm making my exit from the bathroom. I look up and see Forest. He's not smiling, as usual. No. He has his come hither look on his face. He bends to kiss me and I'm a goner.

I reach my arms around his neck and the towel drops. We both freeze. He pulls away and looks down. When he looks back up the heat in eyes is all it takes. My pussy hits overdrive and I'm all aboard. I jump on him. Straddling his waist. Naked. He turns us to his room and takes me to his bed.

I feel like I died and gone to cock heaven!

He crawls on top of me. His hands are groping my entire body. He takes my breast and sucks on one kneading it, licking it, and sucking on it hard. He lowers his hand and reaches my clit. He grabs my nub and twisted and pulls it. Forest lowers his body and puts his face directly at my core.

I'm soaking the sheets!

He licks me from asshole to appetite. He sucks on my clit then bites down.

My volcano erupted!

Forest is lapping up my juices and pinching my nipples. He raises back up to me. "I've dreamed of this moment flower, I want to ruin you! I want to feel you cum all over my cock!" Then he sucks my neck. "Will you let me make you scream?" Omg! I'm sure I just squirted all over him.

I nod my head. I can't form words. Forest goes to enter me and the door swings open!

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Now I'm crying and driving away. I'm on the highway with no distinction of where I need to go.

Then my world goes black!

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                              Forest

She left! She fucking left!

"You did this! I'm going to kill you!" I turn to Denny. His face is busted up. I feel so much rage and it's all his fault! I'm advancing toward him.

Then when get a page:

Attention all firemen
Attention all firemen
We have a motor vehicle accident
On highway D 217
Possible injuries
All firemen respond
All firemen respond

We grab our gear, our helmets, and pagers and head out.

But nothing can prepare us for what we encounter.

"Fuck! No no no please no!" Blue yells as he gets out the truck. For the first time since being a fireman I'm stuck in place. I can't move. I can't breath. My world just crashed and plummeted right in front of me.

Lannies car is on its side. Another car is further up ahead. With barely any damage. There's shards of glass everywhere. Firemen all around the car. Paramedics waiting on the side. The blue and red lights flashing on around the scene. People are yelling and I'm just standing there. I see Denny is  screaming at me but I don't hear the words coming from his mouth. Everything is blurry. Out of focus. Then I realize; I'm crying. Tears flowing down my cheeks at a fast rate. My heartbeat quickens. I hear the thump thump in my ears. I can't move. All my fears hit me in an instance.

Denny slaps me across the face. The sting is all I register. He brings me back into focus.

"Forest! Forest! Come on she needs us!" That's all it takes. I run to her car. The fellow firefighters have the jaws of life out, trying to pry open her door. I can't get close, there's too many around. I hear people screaming from somewhere. Then I realize it's me. They're bringing her body out of the car.

They rush her to the ambulance, she's limp and not moving. Covered in blood. I realize I'm not moving again. My friends are holding me back. I can't get to her. They're working on her, trying to get a pulse. Doing cpr. I drop to my knees. I'm crying and screaming. I don't see anything around me, I'm focused on her. My eyes never leave her.

Please baby breath!

I'm on my knees praying. I feel someone holding me but I don't register who.

Someone's raising me off the ground. I look to see that it's Blue. He has tears falling down his face. His emotions are raw.

No! No! Don't cry!

Because if he's crying that means she's gone. She can't be gone!

I look over to Denny and see they have oxygen on him. He's hyperventilating.

I turn back to the ambulance and see them loading her in. I start to take off. Chuck is running up to us. He grabs me in a hug.

No! Please don't tell me! You say it and my world is gone!

I look up to him. Pleading and praying that she's ok.

"They got a pulse!" Chuck says. I finally breath.

I fell to me knees again, still crying.

Thank you! God!

"Come on I'll take you to the hospital." Chuck says. I nod my head, I can't formulate words.

We all head to the hospital. All of us praying.

I turn to my brothers, who sit in the backseat of the truck. Blue is still crying, he looks out the window and hasn't said a word.

Denny is sitting stoned faced. The only emotion he's showing is him biting down on his nails. 

"She will be ok." Chuck tells us. In the quiet of the truck.

"It's my fault. All my fault." Denny says as he fidgets in his seat. Blue looks over at him. He's pissed at him. But he doesn't say a word. To worried to care about Dennys feelings at the moment.

"They're taking her car to the pound. I don't think it's drivable." Chuck tells us. I knew it was a death trap.

"The guy who hit her was drunk. He has been taken to the police station. I'm sure they'll do a breathalyzer test on him. He was just leaving the your strip club Denny." Fuck! Dennys club. The one he named after Lannie. Now he's gonna feel double the guilt. Serves him right!

Maybe it will show him. Open his damn eyes for once. Yes I'm still mad at him. How can I not be. He's my brother and I love him dearly but the shit he pulls is outrageous.

"Fuck!" Denny slams his hand on the front seat. "Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" He's pounding the seat.

We don't say a word. Let him stew!

"Stop! Just fucking stop!" Yells Blue. The first words I've heard him say.

We pull up to the hospital and all jump out. We go to the emergency room desk. We all ask for Lannie. 

"They took her into surgery as soon as she got here. You can all go to the waiting room. It's right down the hall and to your left." Said the clerk as we take off to the waiting room.

"I'm going to see if I can find anyone to tell me what's going on. Does she have any relatives we need to contact?" Ask Chuck.

"Not yet, we'll wait and see what they say. Besides I don't have her parents numbers." Blue tells him. He nods and takes off down the hall.

We sit here waiting. Not hearing a word from anyone. We're not her family or her spouse so they don't tell us anything. Then the quiet is broken.

"I'm sorry" Denny finally says after an hour of us waiting. We're all tired and worried. Mad at the situation and at Denny. I don't want to hear this right now.

"Just sit down. We're not the ones you should be apologizing too." Said Blue. I'm sure he doesn't want to hear the bullshit either.

"How was I suppose to know this would happen? Not all the blame is on me!" That did it!

I stand up and walk over to him.

"Denny if you don't shut the fuck up right now. You will be in that emergency room! I'm not playing. I'm tired of your pity party shit! You don't get to be sorry! You don't get to feel remorse. Hell you didn't even cry! Does she really mean that little to you? If so, then why are you still here? Just leave!" I yell at him as point to the door. I'm fuming.

"If that's the way......" he stops as the doctor comes into room.

"Salvatores?" He questions, we all nod. He's an older gentleman with a beard and pudge.

"I'm here to tell you about Leandra Coleman." We still nod "she made it through surgery. She has a concussion. Bruised ribs, pulled ligaments, some cuts and bruises, but we had to remove her spleen. She should be in recovery, for at least three days. She's to remain on bed rest for at least a four to five weeks when she comes home. Does she have any relatives that we can call?" She's ok. She survived.

Thank you and all that's holy!

"She has her parents. I can call them and let them know." Blue tells him.

"Can we see her?" I ask the doctor.

"In a few. We're placing her in a room. You gentlemen can visit her once she's in there. But it's past visiting hours. Only one person can stay with her at a time. If you plan on doing that. Oh and can you please tell Chuck he's been driving the nurses crazy, thanks." He laughs as he walks off.

"I'll stay with her tonight. Blue you can stay with her tomorrow night and I'll stay the following night. I'll take time off work and stay with her while she recovers." I tell Blue as we sit back down.

"What about me?" Ask Denny.

"What the fuck about you?"

I'm still mad.

"I can stay a night with her Forest, you don't get to dictate what I do?" Unbelievable. Is he for real?

"No! You damn well will not stay with her! She doesn't need your shit! You do realize that she actually died Denny, don't you? Her heart stopped! For Christ sakes! You do realize what that means? That means dear brother that we could of lost her; for good this time! No more Lannie! No more sweet smiles. No more giggles! No more laughter! No more shit!......we could've lost her" Blue states as he starts to cry. I put my arm around him. He lowers his head to my shoulder. I look at Denny.

"Just go, Denny. Blue and I got this. Just go home. Get the house ready for when we bring her home and we are bringing her home, permanently, you understand that?" He bows his head. Sighs and leaves the room. Defeated.

"I'm headed home. Y'all need me just call. Kyra has been been calling me nonstop worried about her. Hey....it's going to be ok. She's alive, that's what counts." Chuck says as he enters the room and sees Blue crying. He pats him on his back he nods to me and leaves.

"You can see her now." A nurse says as she comes to the door. We both jump up and head to her room. Anxious to see her.

Thanking God she's alive!

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This was tough for me to write. My husband was firefighter. I lost him in a wreck because of a drunk driver.
Then I lost my daughter to a wreck two years later.
I know all the emotions that the characters were going through.
Anyone who has gone through anything similar, you have my heart filled prayers. 💜