Heartbreak ahead! 💔

"Get the fuck out!" I scream at my parents.

I watched Lannie walk out that door. I didn't stop her. I promised her I would be there for her; but I'm a damn coward! I just couldn't tell my parents no. When my dad called Lannie a slut, I froze, I couldn't comprehend how my loving father could stoop so low. How my dear sweet mother could be so viscous.
They've been there for us our entire lives. Hell, I never even heard them cuss. Dad is a respected fire chief for Christ sakes! My image of them will forever be tarnished and the look Lannie gave us as she left; ripped my soul away. How could I be so damn stupid? Why didn't I stop her? My world just crashed.

"Forest that is no way to talk to your parents. We raised you better than that young man! Now apologize!" He's lost his damn mind! How would he like it if someone treated mom that way? He damn well wouldn't! Hypocrite! I see red.

"Get out! I'm dead serious! That woman that you so casually hurt, is the love of my life! She means more to me than either of you can comprehend! I want you out now!" They both looked shocked at my outburst. I have never risen my voice in anger to either of them. I respected them. I was a good son.

"Why? Please just tell us why you hate her so much?" Blue says. He stands there a broken a man. Not understanding how our parents could be so cruel.

"Blue, you have to understand. We're just looking out for you. She's bad news. After what her brother did." Mom looks at dad then back to us. "She's damaged. She has caused all of you so much pain. She hurt poor Denny, broke his heart. Her family blames you three for the assault. Her brother is crazy. He will hurt you or worse. You all deserve better." She tries to makes her argument. Looking at us pleading. This is my mother. The woman I looked up too.

I turn to Blue and Denny. Blue is devastated and Denny is too quiet. I knew he would never stand up to them. Not to mom. He's her golden child. Her baby. Prick! I should have known.

"With or without you, I'm going to find her. Make your choice now!" I turn to Blue; he nods his head. I turn to Denny, he stands there, staring at mom. Not saying a word. Dumb fucking ass.

"Fine, come on Blue!" I'm disappointed in Denny. In my parents and even in myself. I head for the door. My dad speaks up.

"Son of you chose that woman" he spits out the word woman "over your family, I will never forgive you." I look at dad. Seeing him really for the first time. I glance at mom. She bounces on back on her heels, worry on her face. I turn back to my dad. I just don't care anymore.

"I will always love you and mom but Lannie is the love of my life and if you can't accept her, then that's on you. Not me. I'm going after her. I'm going to marry her and I'm going to spend the rest of my life with her. I don't care if you like it or not!" I storm out the door, Blue on my heels. Now we have to find her and beg forgiveness. I will find a way for her to forgive us.

I will get down on my fucking knees!

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We've been driving for hours. The sun is rising. Neither of us has had sleep. We're both tired and worried. With her brother out there; God knows where, are worries are doubled. Will she forgive us? I'll do whatever it takes. I know Blue will too. He loves her just as much as me.

"What about her friend Kyle?" Ask Blue. Haven't thought of him.

We're running out of options.

"I don't know where he lives. Do you know his last name?"

"I think it's Douglas." He gets out His phone and starts searching. A few minutes later we have his address and headed for his house. It takes us ten minutes to get there.

We park out front. Its a two story brown house; that's seen better days.

"What are we waiting for?" Blue goes to open the door, I stop him.

"Do you think she will ever forgive us? We majorly fucked up!" Regret is running through me.

"We won't know if we don't ask or beg whichever we have to do. Come on! Let's see if she's here." He jumps out the truck. Headed for the door.

Knocking on the door for the third time; I'm about to lose my patience. Knocking again; finally he answers.

"Nope! Go away, y'all broke boos heart. You're not welcome here." He goes to close door. I stop him and push the door open. Making my way in.

"Where is she?" Demanding him for an answer. This dude has no idea how mad I am.

"I didn't invite you in. Leave now! You hurt her and I will not tell you anything, so go!" I walk up to him and get in his face. Before I say anything we're interrupted.

"Is there a problem here?" Some guy ask as he enters the room. He's big but not as big as me. I recognize him from Dennys club. He's Kyle's boyfriend. The one rubbing all over Lannie.

"No honey, they were just leaving." Kyle tells him. He nods his head crosses his arms and just stands there eyeing us. I'm not intimidated but I don't want to cause a damn scene.

"Just tell her we're looking for her," I turn to leave and then add a "please" Kyle just shakes his head and smirks. Asshole! We leave out the door to the truck.

"What now?" I have no idea. I have no clue as to where she could be.

"What about Kyra?" Ask Blue.

I turn to him and start the engine. Headed to Chucks house.

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"She doesn't want to get involved." Tuck tells us, he's standing at the door. He's in his boxing shorts and nothing else. The guys a beast. But that doesn't faze me. I'm getting aggravated.

"Please Tuck we need to find her. It's very important. Let us talk to Kyra." Pleads Blue. He's at the end of rope also. Practically begging him.

"Can't do guys. What the woman says goes. You know the deal. I'm sorry if I could help. You know I would." He closes the door.

Giving up on it. We head back home.
She doesn't want to be found: I can't blame her. I did this. I should of opened my fucking mouth and said something. This is all my damn fault.

We pull up to the house. Blue gets out slamming the door. I just sit in the truck. I don't want to go in. I don't want to be in the house that holds the memory of us; as we were. I tore us apart. She will never forgive us. I have no solutions.

Giving up; I leave the truck. Entering the house, I see Blue and Denny on the couch. Mom and dad aren't here. I guess they gave up and went home. I'm a bit relieved of that.

I look to Denny. He has his head bow down and his hands are holding his head. I try my best to feel some sympathy for him but I just can't. I go and sit in the chair.

"Why didn't you say anything?" I ask Denny. I just can't figure him out. He breaths out and leans back. His head resting on the back of the couch eyes closed.

"I was a damn coward, that's why?" That I can understand. So was I.

"Where did they go?" Blue ask him.

"I got them a room at Blues Inn, they're coming back later today to talk us. Thought we needed to calm down." He half laughs. I don't know what's so damn funny.

"I don't want to talk to them. Lannies gone we can't find her. We looked everywhere. Kyra knows something but she's not talking, same with Kyle. We fucked up! She doesn't want to see us." I tell Denny. He looks at me wide eyed. What did he expect? That she would come waltzing back in here with a smile on her face!

"She's not coming back?" How dumb is he? He's clueless.

"We broke her fucking heart by not defending her! Why would she come back asshole?" Explains Blue. He looks at Denny like he's a damn clueless child.

"But they are our parents. Surely she would understand that we can't hurt them. I mean mom would be devastated." I've had it!

"You're fucking clueless Denny! You're mommas little boy who will never grow up! It will always be mon first with you! Look what she's done, what she said. If someone treated you like that? Would your dumb ass come back? We didn't stand up for her!" Knowing I didn't do it either "We let them crucify her! No you know what? We're the fucking idiots cause we let her go! We let her walk out that damn door and we didn't stop her!" I have to leave before I rip his fucking heart out of his damn chest!

I turn to go to my room but Denny pipes in.

"I may be a mommas boy but I would have never disrespected them like you did! You told them to get the fuck out!" He screams at me. Before I could reply it's Blue who does first but with his fist not words. He punches Denny in the nose. I think he broke it he hit him so damn hard. I go to break them up but before I can Blue lands another punch. I'm holding him back. I

"Get off your moms tit: mommas boy! Don't you even fucking care! Grow the hell up!.....No, you know what, I'm leaving. I'm done with this shit! You done the same thing to her the first time! You listened to mom and you gave in! We had to leave her behind because of your cry baby ass. You don't deserve her, you fucking asshole!" I release him and he heads for the door slamming it on the way out. I turn to my brother and he's wiping blood off his face. I laugh.

"Serves you right! If and when she comes back. If she ever does, you my dear brother, can go, I don't give a damn where!" And storm off to my room.

I sit on the bed. Anger flowing through me. I can't breath. She's gone and he doesn't even care. We all messed up and he doesn't even realize it.

I get a ping from my phone.

Lannie: meet me at my old house at four.

That's all it said.

Forest: I will. Please forgive me flower. I'm so sorry. Let me explain.

She doesn't reply. I throw my phone and look at my alarm clock. It's nine. I got seven hours till I meet her. Seven hours to regret my actions and think of a way to earn her forgiveness. I think about texting Blue about her message then change my mind. This is something I have to do on my own. I have to find a way. Like I said even if I have to

Get down on my fucking knees!

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