Are we broken? Yes, but is it bad?

We are broken, you are, you know that, but I am, too.

Hey M, it's alright. It's going to be amazing.

Do you remember when we were at the cinema? It was so fun. The movie we watched was Love, Simon. Do you remember that? I didn't really see much of the movie, I was too distracted. I watched it again afterwards, though. And I loved it.

Do you remember when we were at the castle? We were there quite often. Not so often than with A but still, we were there. And we had fun. It was such good feelings.

I think you were afraid of hurting me.

But in the end it was me who hurt everyone. Wasn't it that way? I hurt myself, too. As I said, I hurt everyone. Once I wrote a poem about hurting people and about how bad it was. I didn't realise it was me. But it was not only me. It was us all, wasn't it? Didn't we all hurt each other in a way? It was not healthy in the end. At least not for me. But it's over now. It's alright now.

I actually can say that I'm happy now. I love my life. Sure, sometimes I wish times would have been different but I know it's not possible and now, long time later, I'm still thinking about our time. But now I'm happy about it. Because it's soo good that it happened. It's so good that we happened.