Ok I know I say things like: praisE JESUS, Lord ok wtf, omg/oml, and other "religious" things.

I AM NOT RELIGIOUS

Ok I might be a satanist

But that was an accident, okay I was curious

The demon I may or may not have summoned may or may not be actually there

But I really don't like the idea of being like "Catholic" or "Christian"

Stuff like that

I never liked religion

It's boring, and I don't like it in my church that my parents make me go to

I'm watching this video called "Alpha" and I'm not liking it very much

It says: live for not yourself but for others

Then there's that subtle: god wants you do do this, so do this

It's kinda annoying

I do things for people because they deserve it, or because I love helping people

Not because God says that that's good, or that I should do it

I love counseling people or helping them (sometimes I'm bad at it though lol), like the time I helped a dude with bullying

God didn't tell me to do that, I did it because it was the right thing to do

And then they were like: SEXUALITY

And I was like: I'm pan, so what?

They proceeded to explain that you could ONLY have sex once you're married, and that ONLY men and women can get married to have sex

It annoyed me more -_-

I'm just mildly annoyed rn 👍