"I'm scared" The second thing that comes to my mind is my life. I'm confident (or I look like I am) that I'll achieve what I want. But I'm so confident that I got no plan B. So what if I don't? What if I don't achieve what I want? I got no clue. I'm also so not prepared for life. What the fuck is "economy"? Can you eat it? I want to sleep but I'm not sleepy... Goodnight messy paper with my thoughts. Just as messy as my head.