I looked my dream up and it means I'm letting myself down (true), made/want to make a major change (true), or I should stand up for myself?

For letting myself down-
OK this is pretty true. I tend to have a very fragile ego and self esteem, like if I was always good at math, always had A's in it and I got a B I'd freakout. I'd even cry, I cry a lot. I also dont really like my body or personality... I'm really high when others are low and that's probably not good.

For wanting to/made a major change-
I technically did? I changed schools and I'm starting to become more distant with friends

For stand up for myself-
I dunno, I could tell those homophobic bitches that they're wrong and horrible people.... They've been calling me d*ke so I could probably get parents involved with shit. Heh, their parents are super strict, that'll teach em.

Seems kinda normal but, I also read it had something to do with femininity or something? Im pretty feminine, I understand.