I think there's a bullet

Lodged in my spine

And throughout all these years

That I've had it inside

Not for once did my pain

Ever subside

It grows and grows

And it crashes in waves

Till I can't walk alone

Till I can't stand the ache

And there's no pill left to swallow

No water to drink

And it's just me and my suffering

Sinking in the deep

Everything hurts

And i fell like I'm dying

This bullet is burning my insides

And scarring

My body in every possible way

And it's a misery that I cannot escape

I'm bleeding, I'm crying

And somehow,  surviving

But I'm trying to think that it's worth it

That'll I'll someday get better

And my worse days

Will be only a fleeting memory in my mind

God, I hope that I'm right