My eyes flutter open,
I force them to shut.
My thoughts start forming,
I try to shut them up.

My body needs feeding,
I continue to push it off.
My brain scream,"START MOVING,"
I reluctantly get up.

My parents stop knocking,
My happy mask goes on.
They want to start talking,
I just play along.

They let me get on with my day,
I start to waste away.
My eyes start to well up,
I try to feel more numb.

I let out a silent scream.
I feel like a machine.
The monsters are in control.
I just go with the flow.

Feelings really suck.
That's why I'm giving up.

A/N Waking up with depression is one of the hardest feelings in the world. I hope that this can provide a little bit of insight.