So, today started out pretty normal. Well...kinda normal. My family and I went boating with my dad's coworkers, we ate some ribs, watched some football until we left. I started to feel that weird pressure in my chest, the same one I feel when I'm about to cry. I don't really like talking about this kind of stuff to my parents, so I sent out that message on my profile.

I really need to talk to someone. Anyone. I just want someone to hear me out.....I want someone to be there for me when I need them.

  People ask me why I don't have that many friends...

  The reason...I'm too scared to get attached. Because I know once I get attached, they'll make a "promise" saying that they'll always be there for me. But when I really need them, they're not there. They eventually forget about me and abandon me. I don't want that to happen again....

   So, yeah. That pretty much sums up how I feel today. But, if anyone will let me vent to them. Please...private message me.