I think I need help... I don't know if it's depression or just sadness or what, but I need help. I haven't done anything productive in WEEKS. I've fallen behind in school, stopped going out, and have holed up in the house only eating a meal a day and spending hours upon hours on YouTube and watching TV. Everything makes me want to curl up and cry, I've pushed some people out of my life, and find myself looking at depressing things more often than not. My parents are fighting again, to make matters worse. I thought it would stop when the divorce was finalized, but it doesn't, and it might never. I miss my friends. They're too far to go and hang out with to make me feel better. Most days I don't get out of bed. I try to do as much school work as I can before I stop caring, and then just aimlessly search the Internet. My happiness is just... Gone. I feel nothing, but I can break down crying at any minute. I thought I was over this, but it's happening again. I just want it to stop. I don't know if I want to be happy again or just end it... I just don't know anymore.