Two words: stressed out. No, not the super catchy Twenty Øne Pilots song, how I'm feeling right now. I'm dying. I'm trying to help my mom as much as I can being emotionally supportive but it's really hard when my own emotions aren't stable. I miss my friends, I'm constantly working or doing homework, I'm trying to be supportive of my friends and family and I'm trying to be okay for everyone else. I know I said I'm trying to be more positive, and I am. I haven't broken down crying yet. I'm just insanely stressed. I haven't taken a break in days. I'm running purely on caffeine. I just want to sleep and not wake up for a week or two.