I hate that things matter so much to me.

I have a huge dilemma. For people who don't know how college works, this may be a bit confusing. My chemistry class is kicking my ass because the way the teacher tests doesn't work with my style of learning/testing. I can withdraw (saving my GPA) and lose seniority when choosing classes since I will no longer have collegiate status and will be reduced back to dual enrollment status. Or I can stay in the class, keeping seniority, and killing my GPA. 

Now I'm over here having a panic attack because I'm going to have to choose between saving my GPA and guaranteeing I will have the classes I need to graduate high school. I have to make a meeting with my high school guidance counselor to talk this out.

This is too stressful. I don't want to eat and I doubt I'll be able to sleep. I can feel myself distancing myself from my friends. This shit sucks.