I hate messing up. I've always strived for perfection. But lately it seems like I can't do anything right. I don't know what it is or why it's happening, but it seems like everything that could go wrong, is. I really can't afford to have this negative omen over me. I'm under a lot of pressure as it is, my stress levels are off the charts, and I feel like I could crumble at any moment. I need this to go well. It has to or everything I've been working toward for the past 5 years is a waste.