Who knew just a week in someone's presence could impact your life so drastically? It wasn't even really a week, since I avoided you for the first part of it. I tried all I could to ignore your presence but somehow, someway, life ended up throwing us together. I wish I had just kept my mouth shut. If I had, I wouldn't be feeling this way right now. I wouldn't be in so much pain. But I have a habit of attracting people who can't stay. It's been that way for a long time. I knew you weren't any different, but I just couldn't keep to myself.

I am grateful to you and all you have done for me. I love the way you make me feel. But then there's times like this when I miss you so damn much it almost isn't worth it.

I guess I'm just trying to say I miss you. Even though we talk every day and every night. I miss your hugs. I miss your antics. I miss the hand holding and the forehead kisses. I miss our jokes that only work in person. I miss teasing you and you teasing me. I miss you.