I have a habit of shoving my feelings down so that I don't worry people but then I expect people to tell me all their problems so I can worry about them. I don't know why, I'm not trying to bury my feelings by dealing with others. Hell, I don't even want to deal with others. Yes, I want to help people, but honestly I'm so sick of trying and making things worse. I need to deal with my own problems but to do that I have to push the people I care about away.