Yes, another school-related rant because I am LIVID.

So I take this class called H.O.P.E. For those of you who have no clue what that is, it's basically PE, and it's a graduation requirement. I had to do an assignment today in which I had to count my caloric intake and output, meaning how many calories I eat, and how many I burn. Mind you, people ranging from ages 15 to 18 are taking this class: right smack in the middle of the most suicidal age group. Teens are basically known for their body image issues, and I am no exception to that. But I'm forced to do an assignment that is guaranteed to make me feel bad about myself. That's basically a big "fuck you and your feelings" from the school board.

Needless to say, yeah, I'm feeling really bad about my body right now and feel like I need to eat more because I eat an average of about 1250 calories a day, which is barely more than half of what I should eat. I also burn 1300+ just by living, according to the formula they tell me to use. However, the amount of food I eat currently is comfortable for me. I have not gained or lost any significant weight in over a year. If I eat more I will gain weight, unless I also increase how much exercise I do (which I don't have time for).

So I'm mad, uncomfortable and kind of dying inside.

If the purge ever happens, I'm murdering the members of the school board (right after I murder Trump and Pence).