This is your fault.

I can't get attached to anyone anymore because of you. Yes, I'm still very attached to my old friends, but that came before you. I can't get attached to new friends. Hell, I ended a relationship with my girlfriend because I just wasn't feeling anything. Now I'm in another relationship and I can't get past that "like" stage. I'm too fucking scared of developing deep-rooted feelings (romantic or platonic) and getting absolutely crushed again.

You took my heart and my ability to grow a relationship and shattered them. Now, because of you, I don't know if I'll ever be able to experience more than liking someone new. It's like my mind won't let me fall because it doesn't want my barely-pieced-together heart to shatter when I crash to the ground again.

And after all this, after all you've put me through, I still care about you, and I don't fucking know why. I love my friends that I've had for years, I love some of my family, and then I love you. Lucky you, you might be the last person I ever truly love.

Thanks for damaging me so badly that I don't know if I'll be able to love anyone after you.