Questioning who you are is difficult. A lot of teens do it, and I never really thought I'd be one of them. For some reason, it was easy for my to accept that I was pansexual. I guess I always had an attraction to girls, so it wasn't like a sudden realization.

But that's not what I'm questioning. I don't expect most of you to understand or relate to this, but I need to put it out there.

I have no idea what gender I am. Yes, I was assigned female at birth, but honestly? I don't feel right labeling myself like that. I don't know if I would feel better as a male, or feel better with no specific gender at all. It's really confusing for me right now. Sometimes I feel super masculine, and sometimes I feel kind of feminine. I've started experiencing body dysmorphia more frequently than I have in the past, and I'm really not sure what to do with it. The binder helps, sometimes, but at the end of the day, I still have the same body.

I'm working on figuring myself out. I don't know what I will find out about myself, but I hope I can be accepted when I finally figure out who I am.