I'm not good at sharing how I feel.

Whether it's physical or emotional pain, it takes a lot for me to get to the point of actually telling someone.

Normally it takes at least a few days for me to process everything, and during that time I kind of shut myself off from the outside world. Sometimes in a moment of weakness I'll spill, but it's rare. It takes a lot of coaxing and reasoning for me to tell someone what's wrong. I prefer to say "nothing" and move on, but some people are just too stubborn for that.

Even with physical pain it has to be a few days of something hurting for me to say anything about it. If I'm managing it and it's not getting in the way of every day life, no one needs to know.

On here it's always been easier to share, which is stupid, because I don't actually know any of you, and you can't really help. I guess that's how I am though. I don't really want help, so I only tell people who can't help.