I want to have adventures and try new things, but I also want to just cuddle and eat chocolate while talking about aimless shit.

I want to read all day and talk about books with people, but I also want to go outside and enjoy a day alone.

I want to sleep all day, but I don't want to miss out on life.

I want to make friends, but I don't want to talk to strangers.

I want to be fit and healthy and happy, but I want to have good grades and turn in my homework on time and watch YouTube videos instead of go to the gym.

I want world peace, but I don't want to stop fighting.

I want to get along with everyone, but I won't change my mind if I hate you.

I want to talk to people about everything, but I don't want to have to put effort into having a conversation.

I want to fit in and be invisible, but I don't want to look and act like everyone else.

I want to be able to accept myself, but I can't help picking out every little thing I don't like.

Why can't things just be balanced without me having to do anything extra?