I am one person. I have my flaws that I can't hide. There are so many things I wish I could change, but I can't even if I try. I may not be a size two, but I have a heart of gold. My feelings are real like anyone I bleed the color red.

I look at myself everyday trying to get the courage. Shaking my head and walking away, not liking myself in the eyes. Ashamed of the person I am, I am not your supermodel.

Does size resale matter in the end? I want to matter. I want to fit into your world. To turn head in a good way, feeling beautiful and brave is why I dream at night. I hate the lack of confidence I need to survive.

I am passionate with a loving heart. Believe in good and positive, no matter where I am. I lift people up with encouragement, believing in all they do. I cheer them on with open arms, loving them through and through.

Why can't I see that inside myself? I talk myself out of believing in myself each and every day. Not know why I hate myself not seeing my true beautiful. I guess the world I head for so many eyes sunk in to my core.

I have many flaw a bully is not one I will never hurt or be mean to a single person. I know the feeling of being the one that got beaten down by words. Hind in the back of the room not saying a word: wishing the day was over so I could run and escape.

I have learned it's starting with me. I have to hold the key to loving myself before anyone else. Believe in myself and praise myself with love and encouragement. I am enough for anyone. Bring a lot to the table. I may have flaws, but we all do it's what makes as individuals.

So stand tall, love yourself and watch the world love you back with sweet individuals that have your back, no matter what your flaws are. You matter to them as much as they matter to you. Flaws do not define does as the person we are to be. It's the love you see inside yourself that will set you free.