I accidentally left my razor on the bathroom sink... my mom found it and she almost literally cornered me and made me show her what I had done... it was embarrassing and scary. Now I "can't be trusted home alone" anymore... fuck you! ITS NOT LIKE I CUT MY LEG CLEAN OFF!!! THERE ISNT A SEVERED FINGER IN THE BATH TUB SO CALM YOUR TITS.... okay now that I've got that out of my system...

I know that she's gonna tell my dad. And I know that he will look at me differently and not talk to me as much anymore. I know this because it has happened before... I can't stand it. He's the only person in my family that I like and my mom is going to push him away.
... she didn't even ask why... she just said "you know that I'm here for you at any time at any hour day or night" in my head I was saying to my self 'we both know that's not true'
I
Just
Want
To
Die
:)