I'm hungry with no appetite. I keep going to into the kitchen because i can feel the same pain in my stomach but i can't bring myself to eat any of the food. When i look at food i get so anxious and the calories run through my head. i thought i got over this... i guess school brings out the worst in me... depression, anxiety, eating disorders, and so much more. More suicidal thought go through my head as the week goes on. the weekend seems so far away and when it finally comes, it's like it vanishes as soon as i try to enjoy it. I'm so lonely at school... barely anyone talks to me. When i do talk, my classmates around me look at me like a burden. my best friend is becoming more and more distant. my only three other friends are inching away too. i only have one friend at that school... and i only see her twice. i don't think I'm gonna make it through this year.