His POV

It has been One freakin year. One freakin year but why the hell Am I affected?!

*~Cheotnun oneun ireon ohue
Neoege jeonhwareul geol suman itdamyeon gippeul tende
Beolsseo illyeoni jinanneunde nan ajik miryeon gadeukhaeseo
"Sseulsseulhae" eoneusae honjatmal ~*

That song...

*Flashback*

From here, I can see her sitting at a bench

I immediately run towards her

I covered her eyes

"Guess who?" She pulled my hands away from her eyes

"Of course it's you Bae. You're being stupid haha." I just rolled my eyes and sat beside her.

I just noticed she's wearing earphones

"Neoreul mannamyeon nunmul chaolla
Babogateun nan amu mal motae
Malhaejwo meri meri Christmas, annyeong jal jinaeneungeoji" I looked at her. Eyes filled with confusion

"What was that?" She looked at me.

"What was what?" She asked me.

"The one that you're singing."

"That what- Oh That." She smiled "That was my favorite song"

"What? You don't even understand the lyrics. " She laughed

"You're so stupid. Pfffft. What is the use of the internet?" She shook her head

"Oh right. Yeah I forgot." A question popped in my mind

"But why do you like that song? Wait that song is from EXO right?" She smiled.

"Of course it's from my Bae's." She looked at me "Kidding." And then she flashed her oh-so-cute-smile

"The melody is very relaxing but the message of the song..... It's..... It's...... You know sad"

"Then why do you like that song?"

"Simple cause that song is from my Bae's." She laughed. "Kidding again"

"I don't actually know why. But I love this song. This is my favorite among all their songs."

"Tell me about that song"

"Well first of all it was from EXO my B- Joke." I slightly pinched her cheeks.

"Ouch. Okay that was the last strike. Hahaahahha."

"The song is about a guy missing his ex girlfriend. It's entitled the first snow."

"I just.... I just hope we don't you know get to that point." She shyly stated.

"Of course Bae. That won't happen. Never ever." I hugged her as if telling her it's okay.

-End Of Flashback-

After that day I actually searched that song on the Internet and eventually fell inlove with it. Ew gay. But yeah seriously. The only korean song that I love. I even searched its English translation.

*~(sigyereul doedollyeo) ilnyeon jeoneuro gal su itdamyeon
(maeumeul doedollyeo) jigeum urin dallajyeosseulkka
Yeah babo gateun soriji, geuraedo manyak~*

I was stupid. Very stupid. I know.

*~Neoreul mannamyeon nunmul chaolla
Babogateun nan amu mal motae
Malhaejwo meri meri Christmas, annyeong jal jinaeneungeoji
Nuni naerimyeon meongdeun gaseumi
Modu hayake da deopyeojige doelkka
Mianhae jalhaejuji motae
Huhoeman gadeuk gadeuk haetdeon, geu Christmas~*

Last Christmas, I broke your heart because of a stupid reason. But now, I seriously regret it.

That Christmas was indeed full of regrets.

I got out of the café where we used to hang out and walked home. Because I think I might cry.

That song hit me like a truck. Everytime I think of you my eyes get watery.

I checked my phone and I saw a reminder.

Oh Tomorrow's Christmas.

I stuck my earphones and listened to your favorite song.

*~Bulbit gadeukhan georigeori honja georeosseo
Dadeul haengbokhae boyeo
Neoneun eonjena gonggicheoreom isseojul georan
Chakgage, meongcheonghi bonae,
Naega neomu mianhae
(neomu heunhan yaegi) jinago namyeon neomu sojunghae
(hangsang jinachiji) wae geuttaeneun moreuneun geolkka
Jigeumeun dareul geoya malhaejugopa~*

Jagiya, naega nomu mianhae (jagiya, I'm really sorry)

I looked at my phone and saw our picture together.

I sighed as I reached home. I immediate threw myself in bed.

*~Jeongmal singihan iriya neoui
Saenggangmaneuro nunmul cha heureuni mallya
Tears are falling, falling, falling~*

It's really strange you know.

I find myself crying everytime I think of her.

I was really stupid.

*~Dasi neoegero gago sipeo
Museun irideun hal su isseo
Jigeumkkaji sarmi modu sarajinda haedo girl~*

That's it.

I wiped my tears and got my phone.

I smiled as I saw her contact number,

"Baeeeee ❤️💘"

Yes I kept her contact number

And I haven't changed it yet.

I know she's still using this number because she accidentally called me yesterday. Thinking that I was her brother.

I was about to press the call button but......

Okay. This is it.

Instead of calling her, I sent her a text message.

"Hey. It's me the guy who broke your heart last Christmas. Crap no erase."

"Hey. You probably know me right? Uh, if you're not busy on Christmas Day, or should I say tomorrow, can you meet me? Same place. You know the café where we used to hang out. At around 3pm? I would be really glad if you'll come 😊"

Sent.

- Christmas Day - (Café at 2:00 pm)

I am sitting at our favorite spot here at the café.

Nervously waiting for that girl.

-2:30 pm-

I stuck my earphones again and listened to her favorite song.

*~Neoreul mannamyeon nunmul chaolla
Babogateun nan amu mal motae ~*

Why isn't she here yet? She's usually early.

-3:00 pm-

*~Neoreul mannamyeon nunmul chaolla
Babogateun nan amu mal motae
Malhaejwo meri meri Christmas, annyeong jal jinaeneun geoji
Nuni naerimyeon meongdeun gaseumi
Modu hayake da deopyeojige doelkka
Nunmurinji nun ttaemuninji
Jeomjeom neo meolli meolli boideon, geu Christmas~*

I don't know why but I kept that song on repeat

-3:30 pm-

It's 3:30 and she's not here yet. Is she really coming?

-4:00 pm-

I have to keep my hopes up.

-4:30 pm-

She's not coming isn't she?

"30 more minutes." I whispered to myself.

-5:00 pm-

I'm so stupid.

Why was I expecting for her to come?

I mean I broke her heart on this exact place and day.

Stupid as ever.

I covered my face with my hands.

I released a deep sigh.

I'm going home.

"Oh sorry. I'm in a hurry." I automatically raised my head upon hearing that voice.

I saw a girl bowing to a couple.

W-wait that girl is........

It's her.

She turned to my direction and she saw me.

She walked towards me.

I stood up as she reached my table.

Tears.

I can feel them forming in my eyes.

"Sorry I was late. The traffic is really no joke."

She smiled.

Woah.

She still is beautiful.

I can't speak a single word right now. I'm very nervous.

"Hi. Merry Christmas Oppa how are you?"