Will Never Get Me

(Dedicated to my favorite ate. SUGAinCupOfTae happy birthday!💜💜💜 )

As love is like a crazy game of spades,
'cause all it knew is to play and mess around.

Not everyone could be lucky enough,
after wanting to be simply cherished.

Imagine how life could be perfect with that,
but then again, life and love sucks.

Even the most faithful person gets cheated,
those people who gave their all cry some more.

All of your promises and kisses, crambles in my eyes, first hand.
yearning about it for years 'til I ran dry.

Love is such a cynical game of mischief,
love is simply not a miracle 'cause its' shit.

And it's will never be for everyone to play,
unless you're ready to stain yourself with red.

Then go ahead! Get your heart killed.
no, don't mind the consequence and dive without a head gear.

Earn yourself such reckless love,
vining you with pain and sacrifice.

Even if you gave your everything,
everything is not enough.

Might be the reason that we just give up,
or just stop.

Can heart really just stop to love?
let it suffer to shatter through those innate emotions to feel?

Like a daffodil fading into the wind,
in a depth of what ifs and regrets.

Whenever I get the courage to risk again,
enough to let it shatter me once more.

Vindicated by those remorse,
Opening my heart's door someday.

Love for now, will never get me again.

-KhioNnyx