'Those so soft pair of lips touched my forehead lovingly in a feather kiss making me sigh in relief when he said,"Why don't you tell him about your feelings? He has every right to know about it." "Yes, I know," she whispered like always. "But I haven't gathered the courage yet. Maybe someday I will." He sighed totally frustrated and left. And my dream ended.'

I woke up with a bright smile upon my face. To be truthful, I had this dream for the second time. I couldn't see their faces clearly. They were absolutely blurry. But I knew that the girl definitely kissed my forehead. And I felt that I knew the girl. But I can't find her, I think. I've lost my memories of the last two years. And I woke up after my car accident as I've heard from others three days ago.

My two years are just missing like a piece of my life's puzzle. I am pissed of about it and who wouldn't be? My last two years of college have vanished but I luckily still have the knowledge of what I'd studied in that time. My friends, my family, the special festivals, the gifts I'd given to them and those I'd received, all those moments are just not left with me now. I don't even know what to feel about it. Angry, sad, depressed? It's just too much for me.

I feel like an important part of my life has absolutely disappeared and I can't reach it. And there's nothing triggering my memories, just nothing. I don't know what to do. My doctor had suggested not to trigger the memories willingly as it can be harmful but without finding them, I'm just broken in itself.

My parents try to talk about other things. That's how yesterday my dad told me that I was supposed to be the CEO of the company in the next two months. I had a degree of bachelor in Business Management as the topper. And I'm going to get the responsibility just too soon. I don't have a good feeling about it yet. The worst part, I need to be married to be the CEO and my parents want me to meet their chosen girl soon. They had said that I had agreed to the marriage. Maybe they are right as they are the only people I can trust at the moment but something doesn't seem right.

Back to finding about the mystery girl, I don't know. I need back my memories! Not just for her but also for the half of the get well soon cards from people I don't even remember.

Releasing a stressful sigh, I got up from my bed and stretched my hands in air just to hear,

"River? Are you awake?" The loud, obnoxious voice of my mother.

"Yes, I am", I shouted back.

"Then come out", she ordered from the living room and I had to leave without any choice.