I know Pain

Don't underestimate me
Just because you don't know me
Trust me when I say
That life isn't something to play:
I know how pain feels
Happiness it steals

Since my birth
And 18 years later its still on a surf:

I was diagnoised with Gilbert's
Its a condition where the enzymes
Of my liver don't break up bilirubin

Then came the heartache of my mother
For three years she walks with pain
The doctors done tests, but couldn't explain.
It keeps going with no cure
"I can't loose my mother!"
I pray, but there's no answer.

I also suffer from headaches
In a sequence of every two days.
I went to the doctor
And he diagnosed me with a Cluster Migrane.
The pain on the right side of my head
Is excruciatingly painful.
Migraine pills I drink every night
To help me fight.

My eyes have a condition
Of everyday repetition.
Everytime I use my phone
My eyes have this way
of making my vision blurry
Eye doctors don't know what's wrong
But that's for what I long:
An outcome!

So, you think you want to judge me?

Place yourself in my shoes
And we'll see how it goes.

Life isn't a fun fair
For others it's just better than others,
But at least I know pain...