I was so behind schedule... it wasn't even funny, I would have to sped the rest of my way there to reach the pack in the designated time frame.

This was just great! This is how I would make my first impression, being late and looking like complete trash.

After my shower last night I stayed awake, thinking that I wouldn't get any sleep, and I was okay with that. I would happily sit in the armchair in the corner of the room all night, it was the cleanest thing in this room. I did not want to touch that bed, even if my choices were sleeping in that bed or death.

I would gladly choose death.

I leapt out of the chair and ran into the bathroom. I didn't bother brushing my golden blonde hair, I just threw it up into a high ponytail as I washed all of the knots out of it last night in the shower.

Deep purple bags were starting to form underneath my sea green eyes. I needed to get more sleep, but I always felt on edge at the packs I stayed with, sleep was a luxury for when I felt safe.

My Black t-shirt was hanging loosely off my sides, I was loosing weight, or wearing it too much that it was stretching out. Yes that is what it is, I am wearing it too much.

I threw it off my body and settled on a small but flowing burgundy red tank top pairing it with just a black pair of skinny jeans. Maybe I wouldn't look like complete trash after all.

Still in a rush I threw everything I brought in here into the bag and ran out, I may only be just a few hours behind schedule but it was a few hours that I didn't have if I wanted to meet my time frames. I had time to make it up, but this just wasn't how I wanted my first meeting with a new Alpha to go.

I wanted to make a good impression on every Alpha I met, not just because I knew there was a chance that each one could be my future Alpha. I hoped that one would be my mate.

I know it is vain, but as a daughter of a beta there is a chance I could be with one, a very high chance...

I know I shouldn't hope for it, I should be happy with anyone I end up with, even if they are the weakest wolf in the pack. I just can't help what I want, even if it is wrong of me.

I walked, well no I ran into the room where I got the keys from last night, a little to fast if I am being honest with myself. I almost gave the old man a heart attack as it looked as though I just appeared in front of him out of thin air.

"How much?" I asked, as he looked at me dumbstruck. "How much for the night?" I asked again, getting a little annoyed this was wasting precious seconds that I do not have.

"Um... for one night it is." He placed a finger in the air while he rummaged through some papers. I wanted to snap that finger. I almost growled in anger, stopping myself just in time. I can't let any human know our secrets.

"Ahh it'll be..." He got out a calculator when I snapped. I threw one hundred dollars on the bench that separated us with the keys on top.

"Just keep it all." I spoke as I stormed out.

I looked at the map one last time before I put the keys into ignition, memorising the way so I could just spend along all of the back roads. Hopefully being able to make up lost time.

I was starting to shake a little in anger, I have always had issues with my temper, but I got away with it because I always shifted, or I was trying to make a plan to manipulate someone to take my mind off it.

I didn't have that luxury now, most packs wouldn't let me wonder off, or even shift. I had to follow there rules when I was on there land, any mistake would get me kicked out, or worse killed.

But I know I need to shift soon, I need to let my wolf out to deal with our repressed anger.

And soon before I explode into a crazy rage.

I reversed out of the car park, knocking into the pole behind my car and sped off. The crunch of gravel could be heard by anyone in the area, along with the screech of the tire as I flew out onto the road.

I wanted to be gone, I wanted to put yet another thing in the past behind me.

I turned on the radio as I went flying down the back roads. I was doing well over the speed limit, but no one would be around to stop me, not along these types of roads. Roads that humans think lead to nowhere.

They are just roads that have pretty scenery in their eyes.

I didn't know any of the songs on the radio, that didn't stop me from blaring it so loud that I wouldn't be able to hear anything or even think. I liked having my mind distracted from everything.

The midday sun was starting to drop lower into the sky, I was running out of time, I was meant to be there just after lunchtime. But that wont be happening. I don't know if I will make it in the two-hour leeway that I have.

I needed to call the Alpha, I needed him to know I was going to be later then expected even though I was making up time with all of this speeding I was doing.

I was just about to reach for my phone when I heard some odd noises, honestly I had been hearing them the whole day, I just ignored it hoping it was the radio, although now it was getting louder and more annoying, this sound is definitely not from the radio.

I swiftly turned the radio off, the noise was so loud and annoying. It sounded as though someone was banging and rattling parts of the car.

And now I know that I am no expert when it comes to, but I do believe this is not how a car should sound.

Ever.

And just like that the car came to a stop... just slowly rolling forward until it had no momentum to roll any further along.

Great, this is just great. All I needed for to break down now, out in the middle of nowhere. Still four hours away from my designation.

I banged my head on the steering wheel, this was the absolute last thing that I needed today, and to top it off I have no idea how to fix it.

I would have to call the Alpha I was to see and pray to the moon that he would send help.

I scrolled through the numbers looking for Alpha Spector as I stepped out of the car. I dialled it just praying someone would answer me.

4 rings, 5 rings, still nothing. "Come on, come on! Pick up." I muttered to myself as I was pacing back and forth along the length of my car, just as I was about to start chewing on my nails. A nervous habit I have had ever since I was a young pup.

The beeps of the answering machine were all that greeted me so I hung up not knowing what to say on a machine. I grinded my teeth together for a moment while I rung again, this time I would leave a message.

I can't stay alone out here forever. I need help.

This time the phone only rang three times before I heard a gruff. "Hello, Alpha Spector speaking." I was silent for a moment not expecting anyone to answer. "Hello?" The Alpha seemed to be a little annoyed.

"Hello Alpha... It is uh Ro-" I was cut off before I could finish by some static. "Hello?" I called out into the phone thinking that making my voice louder he could magically hear me.

"Hel-" Was all I heard from the other end.

I decided to just spit it all out and hope that the alpha could hear me. "My car broke down, around 4-" that was all I was able to get out before the line went dead.

"DAMMIT!" I screamed as I looked at the screen on my phone, flashing with no reception. I threw my phone at the ground without even thinking about, smashing it.

There is no way in hell the phone could survive me throwing at the road with the amount of force I just used. I really need to get a handle on these anger issues.

This was just great! I am stranded in the middle of nowhere with no reception, now no working phone with no hope of rescue.

I guess I will just die here.

All alone where no one will ever find me, I am being overdramatic. I know but who wouldn't be in a situation like this.

I sighed getting back into my car. I hope some of my message was able to get through.

For now I will just wait here and hope.

I hope you all enjoyed this chapter!

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