New Life = More Confusion
TW: Mentions of Drinking, Arguing
"Loki?!"
Look raised an eyebrow at the two, looking around at the building. "You two act as if you've seen a ghost. It's only me."
He chuckled.
Thor grabbed Bruce's glasses and threw them at Loki, hitting him in the head.
"Ow.."
Loki started daggers at his brother, Thor released a sigh of relief. "Just had to make sure.."
Thor stood up with a now angry expression.. why did he follow him here?! If anything he's probably been making himself invisible and listened to that whole conversation!
"Loki, WHY did you follow me here?! It was foolish, you should just go back."
Bruce stood up as well, "And if I may.. how did you exactly get in? There's security top to bottom of this place."
"Jeez, you guys need to work on your welcoming. Is it not rude to treat your guests non politely?"
The trickster god cleared his throat, "I simply just transported here. *pop*"
He made a popping sound with his lips, and did a hand motion to go along with it.
"I knew those fools wouldn't be too fond of my arrival, so I had to think of another way to come in."
"But why?!"
Thor walked closer to his brother, the height comparison was very obvious. Loki had to look up to meet Thor's gaze, he wasn't at all phased.
"What do you want for me? Mock me? Laugh? Loki I swear to god I am not in the mood for one of your tricks."
Loki chuckled,
"This is anything but a trick brother."
He rested his hand on Thor's shoulder, "I'm here to help you. I want to be your caregiver."
Thor backed away with pure shock on his face. What was this? Why was this happening to him? All of these events felt so absurd to him. His mind was his own demise, telling him multiple things at once. Angry things, confusing things, scary things, it was like the bad thoughts would never be put to a pause today.
"Well, I guess that would put a pause to the caregiver search. But it takes a lot of paperwork. Wait.. do you guys even need paperwork on Asgard? I highly doubt the whole thing isn't the same."
"Usually when classified you'd have to find a caregiver in a 1 year period. If not by then, you'll have to be put into an Asgardian system where they choose a caregiver for you."
"Woah.. it's so different. For us it's you have to do paperwork in agreement that you want that person to be your little, the same goes for whoever the little is too. It all has to be an agreement."
Thor looked back and forth between the two. He had the biggest urge to punch at least one of them right now. Why were they talking like he wasn't in the room? Why were they talking like.. like he didn't understand his current situation?!
"Forget the systems, brother, what are you talking about? What do you mean you want to be my caregiver?"
Thor asked, interrupting the conversation Bruce and his brother were having.
Loki chuckled and looked back at his brother,
"It is what it means. I want to be your caregiver. Better then having anyone else do it, right? After all I figured you wouldn't have many choices here. Bruce here is a little, and aren't most of your friends are littles too?"
"Loki you have no right going into my business. That information is NOT FOR YOU!"
Loki backed up and put his hands in the air defensively, "I'm just saying what I know, but seriously Thor.. I feel like I would be better at taking care of you then anyone else. But.. I understand if you don't want me to. No feelings will be hurt, I won't be mad-"
Thor put his hand up, almost as a sign of defeat,
"Just.. just give me time. That's all I ask."
His voice wasn't as loud and energetic. It sounded like he was strained.. defeated.. lost.
Loki nodded, and didn't say a word.
"Banner.. my floor is still the 5th one, am I right?"
"Y-yeah, why do you-"
"I'll be in my room. I would personally appreciate if I could have some alone time.. to think."
Thor went to the door, and didn't look back. He pushed the doors open and left his brother and Bruce with nothing.
Bruce sighed,
"Listen Loki.. I understand what you're trying to do. Believe me.. it's really noble of you. But you have to give him some time. This type of thing isn't easy to accept.. it took me almost a year to come to terms with mine all the way. All we can do is be here for him."
Loki just nodded at Bruce's words.
No words were exchanged after that.
~TimeSkip: With Thor~
Thor felt like nothing. He didn't know what to feel anymore, exactly. All of this was so confusing.. it was like in a matter of seconds his word got flipped upside down.
He was supposed to tell his family he was a caregiver. He was supposed to make his father proud. He wasn't supposed to be.. little.
The fact that Bruce even agreed that he was a little made it worse. It couldn't be true.. could it?
He didn't want to think about it.
He looked in the fridge and saw a couple of beer cans, he grabbed one and made sure it wasn't expired. It wasn't.
He smiled then cracked open the can and took a long sip.
"It's been awhile.."
He chuckled to himself.
He carried the can in his hands and went over to the couch, he just sat there. He wasn't interested in midgardian shows, so he was just left alone with his thoughts. He at least wanted to give his brother the benefit of the doubt, he only wanted to help and do what's best for him.
"Have I even.. regressed before? What does it even feel like? I..don't know if I even want to know."
He groaned and took another sip of the beverage.
"I think I need to lay down.."
He muttered to himself.
He put the can down on the counter next to him and laid himself down on the couch.
His didn't hesitate to close his eyes and fall into a much needed sleep.
~TimeSkip: 9:10pm~
"Brother.."
"Brother wake up."
Thor groaned, he felt himself being shaken away from his sleep.
He opened his eyes and started to gain back his consciousness.. but once he did, he felt a weird feeling around his mouth.
His eyes widened when he realized his thumb was in his mouth.. and Loki just saw?!
He quickly took it out of his mouth and sat himself up, Loki had a smirk on his face.
"We're not talking about what just happened."
Thor grumbled, Loki put their hands up in defense. "So you wish, brother. But I just came to check up on you, I can imagine this has to be hard to accept."
Loki sat on the couch next to their brother.
"I-I just.. can't believe it, Y'know? I appreciate what you're trying to do, Loki. I really do.. but it's just too much all at once. How could I accept your offer when I can hardly accept my classification itself? It's.. hard to see myself that way. As a little.."
Loki frowned, then sighed.
"I also wanted to apologize.. for how I was acting around Bruce and you. I understand now the amounts of stress you were in. I don't mean for us to argue so much.."
Thor looked over to his brother with a smile,
"You mustn't put yourself down, brother. You were only doing what you thought would be for the best."
There was a brief silence between the two.
There was a lot to be said.. but none of them knew how to put what they were thinking into words.
...
..
.
"But.. let's say I do fall into this headspace.. and I do need help with it,"
"I would prefer you being my caregiver.."
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