Angst
(Tw: Cutting,Self depressing thoughts, past suicide)

Drip
Drip
Drip
Drip
Is the sound of blood from my wrists.

I don't normally do this unless I feel the need to, strange how the others say its bad and won't help me. But it's helping alot, with the stress, with the voices, with everything.

Right now I'm in my room, waiting... waiting for somebody to knock or ask if I'm okay. But so far none have happen, no voices besides my own, no food since Monday, no love since last week.

I'm probably confusing you guys, I can explain before I past out from blood lose.

2 weeks earlier

"Hello! My fellow friends!" I shouted with excitement

Nobody took notice of me, or my voice, or anything I did.

"Hello!? Why aren't you guys talking on Problems without me?"

Still...none of them talked to me

"Hey kiddo why not take some time for yourself today and if your friends or family need you, you can tell them your having a relaxing day unless it's urgent" Patton said

"Maybe you're right, thank you three! You're the best!" Thomas cherred

"Is was simply a problem solved but I accept your praise" Logan push his glasses up

"Yeah whatever....its our job anyways...Welcome" Virgil mumbled

"What about me?" I pointed at myself

"Who wants to watch a movie with snacks!" Patton clapped his hands

"Sure" Thomas shrugged

"I do not mind as long as I'm with you" Logan said

"Sure whatever" Virgil grumbled

"Hey guys...can I-" The four walked away "Great...they really don't like me, I should've known" I vanished to the mindscape

(To the gang)

"Do you think it work?" Thomas ask grabbing the snacks from the kitchen "Definitely! This is the best prank we could pull off!" Virgil exclaimed

"I feel kinda bad, he sounded hurt and was about to cry, maybe we shouldn't have done this" Patton ask worriedly
"Patton, he should be fine, after all he is the Creativity trait or like he calls it 'Prince' side..He shouldn't take this seriously" Logan concluded
"Fine...maybe you're right...we can still watch the movie" Patton sighed and sat on the couch with the rest

(With the one and only Roman)

Annoying

Bastard

Unprincely

Can't do anything right

Obnoxious

Loser

Unoriginal

Unwanted

Jerk

Trash

Lier

Cry baby

Selfish

You are no prince!

You are a fucked up person

You have a short temper and you just hurt your friend meaningless words

I get it! I'm not great!

Yep!

(1 week pasted from the two weeks)

Roman didn't bother coming out of his room for no reason he didn't eat, he didn't brush his hair, he did take a shower but around to four to five days, he didn't talk to anybody, nobody talked to him, his room was dark at this point, he hardly smiled, his room smelled like blood and sweat, and most of all he look like shit.

Hair a bird nest, dark bags under his eyes, hollow cheeks and stomach, bloody wrists, his eyes were dull, and his arms are bandaged up

Yep...a normal day in his room, alone, with nobody...

(Present day)

Yeah...that's how it happened, now I'm going to die Finally after so many tries he can finally get rid of this pathetic life

Knock knock knock

I heard a knock on my door, after 2 weeks in here they finally care. Heh. Too late.

"Roman! Can you get out! I feel a strong sense of anxiety"

Roman knew that Voice "Go away! Virgil!" Roman yelled in a hurt shattered Voice

"Roman please we're worried about you, Thomas can't function without you! He has no self confidence, he can't sing, he doesn't watch Disney anymore, he can't even go on a stage without feeling nervous! Please come out"

Roman sat up and open the door
"You care now! I felt ignored, scared and useless! I've been crying in my room for the past 2 weeks and hearing voices!" Roman had tears on his face "I've been feeling like shit for the past weeks....but I deserve it"

Virgil was shocked and hugged Roman's boney body "Don't ever say that about yourself again, I'm sorry that we ignored you it was a prank, but we didn't think you would take it seriously... I'm so sorry" Virgil had his own tears

"Heh...I want to say that you're to late... I'm dieing"

"What!?" Virgil let go and saw blood on his clothes then to Roman's arms "No no no" Virgil repeated. He quickly grab a towel  and bandages

"You're going to be fine..I promise, then we can be together...."

Roman smiled "I love you"

"I love you too"

Roman close his eye and everything went dark

Angst!!^_^