The mother son duo was back to home after spending their quality time. She was feeding him dinner and sometimes he copies his mumma's action, and sometimes he to feed her.

" Mumma, mujhe dhumne dana hai, duulllll aap aul mein poto lege, choping karede, aur..... (Mujhe mujhe mujhe ghumne jana hai dur aap aur mein, hum wahan photo lenge, shopping karenge... Here he was stopped by her mom.

" Bas, bas sab karenge but aapke vacation par theek hai, and you know aap ke birthday par jab aapke winter vacations honge we will celebrate it kahin dur ok"

He Excitedly jumped, clasping his hands, " Aur balap mein bi dana hai"(aur baraf mein bhi jana hai)

She smiled and nodded.  They were into the conversation when her phone rang.

" Masiiiii" He shouted lifting the call jumping from the couch.

" Agu baby, kitni baar bola don't jump"

" Agasya, not agu baby mumma" He said cutely

Sonal on the other side smiled hearing her sister smiling whole heartedly.

" Maasiii, wele is untle" Masi where is uncle..

" Here came Dev from back I am here baby, kaisa hai bacha, I hope badmasiyan acha se kar raha hai mera champ hai na" He said supporting him for his naughty works.

"Dev bhai, you have spoilt him a lot now stop this," She almost ordered .

Sonal and dev were married a  year back and settled in Germany, use to come to meet her once in a while.

" Kaisi ho didi " She asked with a guilt buried inside her heart.

" Achi hu baba mujhe kya hoga mast hu".

" Wo, actually wo sana" Dev tried to speak further but couldn't.

" Let us not discuss thing in front of agu plz" she mummered.

" Chalo bhai, sonal bye take care bye".

"Bye massi" With that she disconnected the call, but again went behind to another pain full memory from her past

Flashback

She was sitting on the living room, after coming back from office all tiered
But the most was the pain she was carrying, the regret she has on her decisions, the loneliness she has filled in her life herself was biting her from inside.

When scrolling down the phone she got the news, SIDHARTH SHUKLA, the industrialist who never gave up in the way to success is getting married to his Secretary "

Lane of tears drowned from her eyes, agony of hurting the person loved you like a father, at times like a mother a good friend indeed was killing her from inside, yet she prayed for his good will and happiness, may God give him the love he deserve, may the pain she gave could be erased before he step into his new life, all unaware of the circumstances he was going through, the feeling he still have for  her.unaware of the challenges he was trying to fight with. Shrugging all her thoughts she decided to fight with the situation, she herself has created, trying hard not to fall weak. She decided to call once before she loses all her rights on him.

It was evening, when she dailed his number

Sir-♥️ but the call got un answered,gathering some courage she tried again this time a lady from other side answered.

And only one word was conveyed to hear " Wrong number " And the call got disconnected.

After that she never tried to call him, but she was all broken, cursing her own fate. What if she would have heard him, what if she would have believed him when he has offered his hand to hold her to get back from the pain. But now nothing left other than regrets.

" Ab bas aur 4:din phir aap kisi aur ke ho jaoge par mein, mein thi sirf apki hu na sid", " Pyaar hi jindagi nahi hoti aur usko pana hi jevan nahi  ye mein aaj jana hai"

With the thoughts of their beautiful days spent together, she slept. The morning was very heavy for her.

The stress, depression, agony has pulled her into shocked state.

She woked up, with mild fever, but to her dismay today she was alone, no one there to hold her, embrace her.

When somebody standing outside the gate was ringing the door bell. She somehow made her way towards the door and

" Diiiiiddiiiiii" Sonal was standing along with Dev.

Sonal state was not less than sana this made sana all tensed.

" Kya hua bacha, kisi ne kuch kaha, what happened why are you crying, you came all way from Germany kya hua sonal, bol na baby" Sana  asked all tensed creasing her cheeks.

" Us din hi Kuch ho hota, tho aaj aap ki halat aisi nahi hoti bha.... Sorry Sana" Dev replied who was standing behind sonal, all red in anger on his friend and sonal as well.

They came inside, after that Sana some how asked agastya to play in the room.

" I amm sorry didi, I was so selfish that I couldn't see your pain, I feel disgust of my self, I...... I am the reason for your pain, sor... Sorry " She sobbed

" Par hua kya, I am all fine sonal, I have started excepting things, it's my fate and I can't change it.Dont brother youself "

" And you know what sonal it's late too late, now my number is a wrong number fir him" Sana said further

" Dev bhai ek request hai please don't hurt her she is always broken, and i still feel it's fine it was me who have pushed him away so neither she nor sidharth should be guilty, I know I am the whole and soul reason for my condition, and I don't want to blame anyone , it's me only me" With that she left from.

Was she running away from the reality, was she really the reason of her broken state?

Partially yes, but no a big no!

She was the elder child of her family the most loved one as well, and what she learnt from her parents was, spread love always support and stand for your siblings as we do for you as she will be the one to take care of them after her parents.

and that's what she did, she exchanged the role of sister with a father sometimes or to say more like a mother. Which didn't allowed her to to choose herself above her sister, she was never taught to be a selfish either was sonal. She was the younger child she was attention seeker of the family, chirping bub who was all unknown to the world, relationship. She was young, mature but not that much to keep her above her didi because the only life she had was her didi, and if we call her selfish would be partially wrong because the state she was in, where she carried her parents and her brother almost dead bodies to hospital, who didn't even thought of going out without their permission. What more can we expect, if she was selfish, but no not exactly because she needed her didi that's what she thought of and that is the nature of the younger ones at home demanding what she was these days.

It was the day before before his marriage where Sana tried to keep herself  engaged with the works but she couldn't, dil jab bebas ho to bas sab  kuch virahan lagne lagta hai

Still she couldn't fight any more called him for the last time, if she could talk

And luckily he received, yes he received. He was panting, she could here his Shivering voice,

" Hell.... Helllo" He spoke

She was numb after one and half year he heard his voice. Their was no byee, no faceoff, no fighting just the distance grew which lead to broken hearts. Holding herself holding sonal's hand she spoke, " Hello kaise hai ", " Congratulations, I am happy for you "

Only huhhh, what she could here from his side and she disconnected and at the moment she destroyed the sim, she didn't wanted to to hurt anybody any more nor to be a vamp charter in sone bodies life and period.

What we saw the distance of 5 years, now he was happily married from past 4 years according to her but was he really happy.

If we say, kismatt ke aage kiski chalti hai, agar chalti to raadha krishna ki ho kar bhi, rukmini se na bandhjate. Aur rukmini se bandhkar bhi Radhe krishna na khelate.

Kismatt ka likha jab khud ishwar na palat paye to insaan ka kya hai dosh.

And that it was their written fate.

Flashback ends.

"Mumma , tya hua "

" Kuch nahi chal aaja"

"Mumma..... Mummmaaaaa"

Chal soja. And there what her life was a world around a petit soul.

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