4 years later

"Sidhartttttth" She called but their was no response.

Sidharth was sitting on the couch working on some file it was night 10. They were done with the dinner.

Again " Sidharth " She called.

"Hmmmm" This time he hummed

" Sunniya plz"

" Bol na darling "

" App... You love Or not"

" Ye kaisa hai sawal hai Anika"

" I am still waiting for the day, you will love me"

" Don't wait, it will only hurt you, nothing else you can get in return "

" Sidharth us baat to 4 saal ho chuke hai"

" Jindagi bithayegi par mera pyaar nahi", he replied with a hurt in is voice, to marry me was your choice, and remember one thing shadi ke liye zaruri nahi pyaar ho.... "

Before he could complete she interrupted " Aur pyaar ke liye zaruri nahi ki shadi, and that's what you proving to me".

"Aapka pyar, apka gussa, aap.... Sirf app, mera kya! " She shouted

This made him angry, frustrated, and his red and cold eyes made her shiver and strained her own self.

" Meine bola tha shadi karne meine bola tha nahi na, tum aai thi tum" And just punched his hand on the wall And left from there to ther room which was his world from past 4 years.

" Dammmm, maa you brought me to this situation jahaan na mein khud kush hun ya mera sath juda hua koi insaan".

" Kyun nahi samajhte ye log, mera pyaar aur meri nafrat sirf uska hai aur mein ye kisi se nahi baat sakta. "

He was in the room, full of his good and bad memories.

He kept staring a picture hanged on the wall a Article where stated" Industrialised Sidharth Shukla heart break, news on air to tie up to his secretary soon.

Flashback

" Damm i ....i feel this ...to love you was the most worst decision of my life " he shouted crushing the glass with his hand and punching the other hand on the table. The loud sound made Anika worried she ran inside the cabin and saw him all injured .

" Sir " she called him and the dammm sir , made him remember of Sana again.

"Don't, don't dare to touch me, go out. "
He screamed.

After some work engulfed him into work, he left home.

" Beta aagaya aaja, all are here come atleast today have dinner with us your sister is coming to meet us after 15 days, ab tho wo married hai hum baar baar mil bhi nahi sakte." His mom called him seeing him coming home.

" Woo she is coming home great, aaj yah.. Yahin rahegi na. " He asked trying hard to cover his pain behind his smile.

" Han bol tho rahi thi rahegi do din, kash sana bhi hoti tho ghar aa jti tho sayad hum  sab ek..... " Before she could complete, he said,

" Maa mein nahi cahata ki aaj ke baad uska naam ya uski yaadon ka koi jikar ho, she is happy with what she is doing, let her be" He said and left from there.

Here Aarav and Ridhi standing on the corridor heard everything which almost was a shock for them.

" Kya hua maa, itna kya hogaya" Ridhi asked.

But she didn't replied, she was just numb.

She faking a smile invited the newly weeded couple.

They chit had the dinner, chit chatted for whole one hour thinking may be he make his presence meanwhile, not finding any trace of his, they called it a night. Before leaving maa asked maid to drop his dinner at his room.

Few days were, same all were tensed

One day all of sudden, maa couldn't see his pain anymore asked him to get marry, if not sana someone else, but she wanted him to get married this created a huge conflict between the mother son duo, but the raise and fall in maa's health condition he excepted for the marriage with a condition not to expect any kind of  fealing Or commitments further. After that day he kept himself out from the home more, very less talk with the family and his friends as well.

While all these ficasso Anika kept her own feeling to him, the love she had grown within herself in some months, and this was somehow reached to Maa and after that she herself spoke to the girl and took the decision of his marriage with him. He was bond by the promise he could not refuse but before they could proceed he informed and gave a clear picture to Anika this marriage is on her wish, not to even make any assumptions of a love story. And she agreed to that with a thought someday may be her love and dedication will make him fall for her.

There was a day before marriage when all of sudden his phone started ringing with the caller name- jannat

He was all stunned, he received the call still with a hope of her coming back but nothing happened like that

" He... Hello"

" He.. Heelllo sir" He gasped

" Kaisi ho" He asked with all tensed tone

" Achi hu, aur bhout kush bhi ki aap kush hai, anyways congratulations very happy for you,. I am happy ki ab aap kush rahoge". And with that she switched off her phone.

He tried and tried a lot but of no use. And after inquires he came to knew about all the news on air which was all over the states almost every where.

This was his part of story pain he was going through still unknown of what she is going through.

Flashback ends.

Here in Bangalore

Here a girl sitting on the stone near a lake, somewhere away from the city, back side of her home,with loads of pain in heart, with a broken heart.

Pyaar hona bhi muskil hota hai, jab pyar karne wale ki kami dil ko khalthi ho

With all the thoughts she drenched into the memories of her past

Flashback

She was all alone the pain of being away from him was killing her from inside, despite this keeping her happiness aside she was all there for her sister, the only reason she left her happiness behind but always the decision you take in not correct. The most important lesson she learned from her past.

All of sudden, a day sonal called her.

" Hello didi"

" Hmm bacha, kaisi hai how is everything their in Mumbai, Dev kaise hai, Peehu how is she" She asked with the excitement.

" All good di" She too replied with all pleasure

" Didi actually I wanted to ask, no no wanted to tell you I am leaving to Germany, I am selected as a intern with the wages all way to Germany for an year and to my luck Dev bhi jaa raha hai to handle his company over there " She almost shouted out of excited.

This made sana upset, the reason of leaving her place her career of working in such a named company, all of  everything leaving her love  wants to leave her now.

Keeping her thoughts aside, she asked " Tu mujhe akela chhod kar chali jayegi"

But still all blinded with own self and wishes she replied, " Are di it's all about career aap bhi tho gaye na, aise bhi from months almost near to year we are far, so what will this one year matter"

" Hmmm, right theek chal Tu kush rahe now the only thing mean to me"
She replied

" Di they are only helping me with the visa and process so mostly it's in processing, I might leave next week. "

With that she disconnected the call.

Sayad this is what I deserve, pain. You were right sid, what you give you get", and the pain loneliness I gave you is back to me alone all alone, but mein phir bhi aap ko kush dekhna chahati hu

And here with a sweet voice of a baby boy all her thoughts broke and she was up into reality.

Flashback ends

" Mumma"  A 2 and a half years baby

" Wo mera nonna bacha, mera baby" With that she took him into her embrace, " Kaicha thha tela scool babbby" She asked him in babish voice. Making him giggle.

" Mein aad bi helo jita daya tab mujhe deth rahe the, wo botiful teter ne 4 tisses diya, chab gal gaya aaj bi( mein aaj bhi hero jaise gaya aur, sab mujhe hi dekh rahe the, beautiful teacher ne mujhe 4 kisses diya, sab jealous hogaye aaj bhi)

Awwhhh!!!, ye tho galat baat hai na to make yourself hero you can't defame others beta" She told.

" Mumma, aita kuth nahi hota, all ye deta me tya hota hai"( mumma aisa kuch nahi hota, aur ye defame kya hota hai).

Here he was her reason to breathe, to face this merry earth her son Agastya( to win)

"Chalo tumari batein hoti rahengi, kahlo then we will go out today. What say" She asked

Now it was there routine to eat shop talk and she dedicated her her life to the soul, the baby angle who came in her life when she was alone, fighting with her own self.

Actually he was her friends son, who passed away due to cancer who was a single mother too, she promised her to take care of him and nourish him, make his future lighten. And the next day with help of her legal team of her office she adopted the kid. Who now was the reason for her being herself, who made her mother. Who made a so called orphan a mother. She was all broken and lost her everything but she wanted him to win, win the world so the name she gave Agastya, which actually means same what  sidharth meant (  to win).

And with that thought she Whispered  "sidharthhhhh" And the drop of tera roll down.

"Jeene ki wajha bhi kabhi kabhi jena sikha deti hai, warna tho har koi apne liye jita hai", *maza bhi tab aata hai jab dubi hui kasti bhi kisko dubne se bachaleta hai"

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Enjoy the update, and before making any assumptions I would really appreciate if you understand I am a sidnaaz die heart fan I won't write anything wrong, but I don't want my book to give a fake appreance so trying to write the circumstances that can take place in daily life in these situations.

And thank you everyone for giving me so positive response. It means a lot.

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