Sonal witnessed every thing but kept quite.

Here out side her gate, the frustrated sid was difficult to handle.

" I bloody can't take it any more"..." I can't, she is fucking playing with my patience" he screamed actually yelled making his friends afraid.

"She has to understand, you have to baby .... Enough now" he just with that punched the bonet of the car.

" Sid relax" Aarav mumbled.

" Dev gadi nikal, drive kar le i will be with him" Aarav guided dev.

Here dev condition was no less than sid's, he was hurt too, he was no were a culprit, he was unknown with all the fact actually happened. He lost in his own thoughts when aarv shrugged his shoulder.

" Tujhe kya hua, all fine" Aarav raised his eyebrow to which Dev simply nodded his head and headed towards the driving seat where as Sid his  situation was worst. He was confused what actually happening in his life, he was not ready to understand and take it as challenge.
Soon they were home

" Aagaya beta, chal aaja dinner bhi ready hai, aur tum dono bhi aajao jaldi"

" Maa, Ridhi"Aarav asked, mom just signed with her eye showing her room, to which he passed a smile and left to her room, " Aata hu maa, usse leke warna muh fhula legi"

She smiled happily. But she was also worried for her son, who was not less than a lost soul these days.

"Maa" He called.

" Hmm"

" Mujhe sona hai, tumhare godh mein sur rakh kar sona hai, sukoon chahiye maa, talash mein ho sayad mil jaye" He spoke, they were done with the dinner , everybody has already left when he saw his mother and felt like sitting with her. Sometimes your loneliness, your pain, your tears doesn't listen you, and continue giving pains but a mother has the power to control over it.

" Aaja" She called him with both open hands.

" Ek baat bolun" To which he simply nodded.

" Wo akeli hai, koi bada nahi hai uske sath, badi banne ki koshish kar rahi hai, waqt de ye nahi kahungi because I have seen you letting her the way she is, I know you love her so much but jab itne din diye tho aur kuch din beta jabtak sonal sambhal jaye, meri baat hui thi usse, she is trying but jo unhone khoya hai other can't understand " She tried to make him understand, give him strength to have some more patience. He hummed and left.

Next day morning, he as usual the first thing he did was calling sana.

Jannat calling.......

Sana lift the call" Hmmm boliye"

" Ready ho kitne baje jane wali ho, shall I drop you, wait train mein akeli jaogi final decision hai tumara..... " He was going on with his question but sana was no were listening to him, all she was doing was checking on sonal, is she ready for college or not???

" Baby you listening " He asked to which she replied

" Sidharth mein thodi deir baad call karu, actually sorry mein dhyan nahi diya what you were talking wo sonal ki college ka time ho raha hai "

He felt bad, felt ignored and disconnected without answering her, but even sana didn't bother she has so engrossed herself in sonal that she thought may be call got disconnected but she didn't even tried to call him again

After the call again sana went to sonal trying to communicate, " Sonal bacha, you know right I am going today to bangalore"

To which she simply nodded her head

"Shaam ko jaldi aa jayegi, jaane se pehele mil to legi na" She asked.

" Try karungi" She replied sterling.

And left and here at office sid was all worried, grumpy as like from past some months.

" Sid ye le cutiipie ka resignation letter signed one, reliving letter aur pay slips ki copy. But i still advice you reject her application, isse acha aur koi tarika hi nahi hoga to stop her" Dev advised sid getting into his cabin with all documents.

" I don't want to force her" He replied.

"Sun chal na mere sath, abhi sonal bhi nahi hogi she might be alone thodi baat hojayegi, he requested Aarav who was also there.

Dev heard sonal's name and his mood changed he thought to clear all the mis understanding better to meet her at college.

Here other two left to meet sana, these days sid was so disturbed that he couldn't give his 100% towards his work, they were doing good, company was running well all thanks to Adi, Aarav and Dev. Dev transferred himself to Delhi for couple of months to support his family Handling work from their who was back few days ago. Even he was hurt, and broken but he knew the loss Sid was going through was more so he thought to be quite and wait for correct time to solve his issues.

Here sana was all alone, packing luggage all in thoughts when the bell rang.

She opened the door and found Sid and Aarav there.

" Aaiye"

Both came inside and settled themselves on the couch.

" Hogaya packing baby" Sid asked her being sweet. But this time the word made her uncomfortable.

She just hummed.

" Kuch help chahiye sana" This time he called her with her name.

" Hmm cutipie kuch kar de tere liye"

She just smiled and refused.

"Kahana kahaya" sid asked

" Wo sonal nahi hai na tho mann nahi kiya " She replied these days sometimes sonal name piss him off but them he avoided being negative.

Aarav to give them sometime, he acted as he got call and left to balcony.

" Kya hua sana, kya soch rahi hai" He asked

" Wohhh sonal akele kaise rahegi, wo tho ab pehele jaise baat bhi nahi karti, I am trying to give her space isliye tho I am leaving this city but i still afraid kahin wo aur dur na hojaye"

" And what about us sana, I will miss you, won't you " He asked.

" But sonal akeli hogi" She answered out off box.

He was irritated, " Are we together, doing good sana" He asked this time bit high.
But still she didn't replied she just sobbed, hearing him shout Aarav came " Kya hua be"

" Kuch nahi chal, kuch nahi hua aur sayad ho bhi nahi sakta ab"

And left from there.

Sana was out of emotions, " Mein kya karu, I think i, I can't keep anybody happy ". She mumbled " Sid aap ke liye mein sahi nahi hu, and i need you but now the most important is sonal to me" She thought.

Then after sometimes, she messaged sid
Sir♥️- I don't know , I don't want to hurt you but I need time. You are the only one whom I loved, but now I am helpless. Sorry take care.

After the message she turned her phone off and left to station.

Sid was so much hurt that he didn't once thought about her leaving today. She was out of mind the only pain she gave was all he could remember he was at Dev pent house, all drunk. Lost all his scene.

" Aarav Tu bhi ruk jaa, agar ye aise gaya tho aunty pareshaan hojayengi" Dev said to which Aarav simply nodded his head.

" Wo nikal gai hogi, akeli ye hosh mein bhi nahi tha kal regret karega hope sab acha ho".

Here after Dev saw both his friends are asleep he called Sonal and to his luck she recived his call.

Even she was going through the turmoil, she saw her parents accident with her eyes holding their blood loaded body standing on the road all alone. But she was also somewhere craving for the love attention, and she was also getting from sana the reason she became selfish, she forgot about the love sid gave her, he adored her so much, but when ever she tries to move ahead , the incident of their parents accident comes on".

She received hiss calle, as she was also craving for some love some attention as her didi was getting.

"Hello kaisi ho" He asked.

She was all tears in her eyes with a smile she replied, achi hu aap"

He smiled too as he was not accepting this, " Yaad nahi aati meri" He asked again.
She didn't replied.

"Mein aaya tha tum se milne collage but you were with your friends." He spoke further.

" Khayal rakhna, till bha..." He stopped in middle and said " sana comes".

Aur mein call karunga lift karna, ab soja" He said and disconnected she felt happy because for her he was the one who loved her, only her".

Ext day morning, sid woked up with severe headache, reaction of 5 bottles of beer.

" Mera phone oh know, meine usse akele jaane diya i couldn't even make it too station"  He sounded disappointed, He searched his phone all afraid what if she has called him. But to his dis may no call but he read the message, which made him upset. Still he tried to avoid all this and call her he tried calling him but it was switched off, he somehow already gathered the information of the office she is going, the place she gona a live and he also knew she was already selected it was not an interview but a joining process but he thought to wait till she her self intimate him.

" Kyuki tera ego tujhe thod deta hai idiot" Aarav replied

"Sid I know she is not correct but Tu uska sath tho de".

He didn't replied just realized, de to raha hun aur kitna, and replied"  Even I am a human being mere bare mein kyu koi nahi sochta" He shouted and he to his home followed by his friends.

He was in his office, riya was not keeping well she resigned, and the new employee, Anika who was appointment from past one month has a huge crush on sid and has genuine concern for him even he somewhere as devolped a soft corner for her. Why not she was a soft hearted hard working girl who obey him and work perfectly. He somewhere felt good to talk to her even she use to answer his all the questions patiently.

It's been now a month Sana left mumbai, and was working hard to get her sonal back hear Dev was also trying his best to set her as before. Sid use to call hana, use to talk to her, but the feeling of getting ignored was increasing day by day,.sana was not doing this knowingly she was just with the thought that now she is everything to sonal, a mother a father and the brother,. Loss they had gone through can't be paid but she was trying to stand for her as a pillar. And this made her distance from Sid, and even he also tried to keep distance from her with a thought the ignorance with help to miss the person who you love, and by whom you are being ignored. Like always it was not working, and said day by day was getting more irritated and frustrated.

" Damm i ....i feel this ...to love you was the most worst decision of my life " he shouted crushing the glass with his hand and punching the other hand on the table. The loud sound made Anika worried she ran inside the cabin and saw him all injured .

" Sir " she called him and the dammm sir , made him remember of Sana again.

Kya pata kis aur hai chali ye zindagi.

Do dil jude mile, par na janne ab kis modh pe hai chale

Ek ki kismat usse thod deti hai, ek apni kismat se lachar.

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