My buddies, they've gone far and wide
Advanced forward with great stride, whether a slide or a climb
They've earned greatest of deeds and bested most fearsome of feats

I'm still here, still can't clean my own shit
Deep in a rut, grapple with my own tail
Gnawing on it till numbed, not knowing dawn or dusk
Scouring a den to hide, never need to face the sunlight

I'm a lost cause, nowhere to be found
A hallucinated mayfly, burnt itself in own retardation
It's gone; I'm a owee to none
Feast on this tail and it'll be the last one.

Don't wanna get hurt, don't wanna work
For no one would flog a lame horse
So I scarred myself and licked my own wounds
Let me be a self-torturing machine
Then I'll be left alone

Can't just let go of the status quo
For if I do I'll miss this hurting sensation
Of having myself as the staple
Drinking the red dry, no chance for a cry
Didn't know a loser's tail tasted so great
Whatever I try, I'm back with my tail to eat.

12/11/2022 ?

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