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The day I become myself, I will face myself in this world
written by sarah. 

MARIE:
Do you see me like that?

ZORO:
like what?

MARIE:
like a ghost

                                a soul that was quite dead from her past lives she swear she was living over and over, like a movie you'd rewatch.  Marie came familar with the nickname, ghost, quite quickly.  Being that she was called that most of her life, even with all the times she tried to make herself appear to everyone.

Her dad was a drunky and normally was out in some shabby old bar, flirting with the bartender as he swallowed bottle after bottle of the cheap, yet tasteful liquid.  Marie hated her father with every ounce of anger she could give,  not only because he left her alone at home most of the time, but also because everytime he did come home, which wasn't very often, he would just shout and order the two women around to do things for him like they were nothing but animals, when really he was the animal.   Her mother on the other hand wasn't the one she hated most out of the two,  marie had a bond with her mom, love yet hate all at once.  Her mother was the type of women that would make up a meal for the kid with a note of things for the kids to forcfully do and then leave with her friends to go walk around the old run down of a town that was barely a town at that.

   Yet marie was happy to have been peeled,  picked by the tree and ripped off the branch and sent to the little home that clearly had seen better days with the two older human bodys that took her in as if she were there own, even if there relationship with marie wasn't good at all from the beginning.  ( the girl was born to quickly )

one thing maire learnt over the years of being stuck with parents that had no care about where or what there ' daughter ' was up to,  was that no matter how many people come into your life and try to act caring will die. This was a learning process for her, a hard one at that when her ' grandmother ' passed away — the elderly women that took care of her during her stay at the adoption shelter, which was more like a prison for those newborns who were unwanted by there parents or there parents were killed off by the many pirates that roamed the seas or just killers who made there way around the town on foot before even the mother was able to hold her newborn she had spent hours delievering.

Years apon years,   marie never expected her life to change so much.  From working two jobs to help pay for rent of her and her parents mini home, cooking dinner or cleaning bottles of empty beers off of the floor, folding clothes that were ripped and torn in most parts of fabrics or just the overal urge to just slit her throat right then and there — to being on a ship with a friend she had known since her younger days, Monkey D luffy who had the big dream of finding treasure and becoming the true king of the pirates.  The rest of the crew including a pirate hunter, a demon with green hair and swords straped to his back and his side.  Roronoa zoro.  The one that somehow, caught the eye of maire.

Maybe marie was overthinking it all, but for some reason no matter how hard she tried, zoro wouldn't leave her alone and her little fragile body that had been through enough pain and hurt all throughout her past — or maybe it was that zoro, the demon himself, didn't treat her like she wasn't there and was an actual human being. Only one of many others that did. But she didn't know what she felt anymore in this world, so she remained quiet about the feelings she had.  ( she was used to being quiet anyway )

ZORO:
i see you as a person.

marie ♱ potrayed by jung hoyeon

zipped up lips / daddy issues / born to early / held back tears and words / brown eyes drifting from person to person / arrows / whimpering puppy locked in a metal cage without a key / numb to the bone / weak bite / so called ghost girl / heavy chest / soft heart, rough appearance / wounds that were healed slightly /

Roronoa zoro / hunting demon, monkey D luffy / stretchy rubber band, nami / orange child, sanji / the master cheif and flirt, ussop / slingshot captain  and the rest of the OPLA cast as who they protray.

disclaimers !

I do NOT own the one peice seires neither do i own the anime, the entire and full credit goes to Matt Owens and Steven Maeda who made the live action, and to Eiichiro Oda who made the manga one peice.  I do though own maries oc and every little trait and feature about her.  Her character took alot of hard cooking up to put together, so please do not steal her or i will be sending a cute message to you.

triggers !

This book contains alot of triggers including drug usage, parent issues, daddy issues, slight mommy issues, violent descrptive scenes, heavy language, mentions of self harm and mental and phyiscal abuse, sucide mentioned and some other major triggers, so if any of these cause you to feel uncomfortable please click off, this book is not for you. 

dedications !

Okay so first off, of course my two favourite zoro lovers @rkiives and @loverayz. I love these freaks so much, and bassically made this book just for my fellow zoro obessesed lunatic and angst lover annie.  Any other dtis are welcome as i love and appearicate all of you!

   ✸    SARAH YAPS !

here i come yall, on my way with a zoro fic because i love him so so much, hes so pookie.  I also needed to make it so jung hoyeon was marie because she just speaks marie to me ok, leave me out of this. She makes me feel alittle delulu because shes actually so pretty, and zoro just makes me wanna sob because i mean look at the man.

Anyway, im going to say this again, half of the reason i made this book was because me and annie and ray all love us some zoro ( ecspecially annie ) and like there the sweetest humans on this planet so i just had to smother them with love and appearication and had to make a zoro fic for them.  Im not saying i made it just for them, i also made it just for fun and also because i love one peice in general and it felt wrong to not have a zoro fic on my account.

anyways, i hope you enjoy