Continuation of 2nd Story

Jacob Hudson

"No.." My whole body feels cold.

I woke up in his arms from a nightmare. What? Why am I here? Hans is naked with only boxers under this covers.

W-Where?

"Hans.." I was shaking but when Han's warm hands suddenly caress my cheek,  I calm down somehow.

"Angel?" He muttered, his bed voice almost made me moan. Shit..

"Bad dream?" It's his 'I-just-woke-up-f*ck-me' voice. Ugh...

"Kinda.. but.. why am I here?" He showed me a slow smile and I swore I blushed. Thank God the lights are dim.

"You forgot? You fell asleep in the Café waiting for me. I got a call out from my Manager friend and you waited in the private room. I came back and you were passed asleep." Once again he touch my cheek then comb my fringe away from my face.

"So, I carried you back here. I didn't want to wake you up since we're driving my car again. I don't want to frighten you." I blink and nod a bit. His gesture was good and with no ill-intetion, how can I argue with that?

"Alright but this doesn't mean I have to sleep in the same bed as you, right?" I wanted to get up but his arms just circled my waist and drag me against his hard muscular body.

"I wouldn't let you sleep alone, Love. Knowing you are in my house and in my bed? No way I would do nothing." I gasp as he kiss me so gently. That took my breath away.

"As a promise I won't rush you even in this side. Even if I had to hold on my desire for you. I'll hold on until you say I can." I nodded.

"Thank you, Hans."

"Can you go back to sleep?" I might regret this but.. I still took his hand and entwine my hand with his.

"Angel?"

"Just hold my hand until I fall back to sleep." His hand was warm and felt rough against my skin. A doctor's hand huh. It feels nice.

"I'll hold you for as long as you'll let me." He peck my lips but I didn't mind. He press his forehead with mine making me feel his warm breath breeze against my face. His warmth really does calm me.

"Angel?" My breathing even out and my tight hold on his hand loosens.

"I wish to take your nightmares away... I wish I know how, Jacob." With one last chaste kiss, I fell asleep wrapped in warmth.

Waking up to someone's soft lips on mine, might not be so bad.

"Good Morning, Angel." I blink and rub the morning glory off my eyes and he peck my lips again making me shob him away, coverring my lips.

"I just woke up. Morning breath." I said and he smirks.

"I don't mind." He grins and move closer but I stop him again. My palms felt the hard sculpted chest underneath that cotton shirt.

"No." He pouts but finally he pulls away.

"Alright. Breakfast is ready though. Wash up and go down stairs." He moves to kiss my forehead instead and went out.

"Ah.. How can I get use to that man?" He's so passionate and honest. He speaks what he wants and do what he wants. Maybe if I even ask anything, he'll answer them. I went in his bathroom and wash up and I saw a new tooth brush and a nice clean face towel on the sink. That guy.. he prepared that? I flush then when I notice something on his cabinet. Wondering why I open that? I was looking for a toothpaste but I saw lube and condoms instead. That guy! But... This things... None of them are open. The lube is even sealed. The condom boxes too are sealed in plastic. It's all brand new. That guy... Really... I sighed and found the toothpaste on the other drawer. While brushing, I thought of weird things.
Maybe I'm really afraid of Hans... This isn't my first time with a guy... but.. having sex with Hans.. scares me. Maybe because of my experience with Mark and his violent sexcapades... Well we were able to do it once and I broke it off immediately since he was too rough and violent. He got obsessed with me right after that and started stalking me and forcing me to have sex with him but wasn't able to go further since I didn't let him.

Will I... be able to do it with Hans? I'm afraid that this feeling in my chest turn into something too strong I can't let go. What if it all disappear someday... I don't want Hans to..

What? What don't I want Hans to do? To leave me? To.. I wash my mouth and grab the lube from the drawer. Don't be a pussy Jacob. You're not a Virgin to be scared of this. Hans...

Hans had been so kind...

No... I can't... I need more time. I can't be too hasty.. I return the lube and sighed.

One week. I'll give him one week to prove himself.

"Here, sit down and eat." I went down and Hans serve me my breakfast.

"You cooked?" He smiles and nods.

"Yeah, not that fancy though." It's delicious. He's tall, handsome, smart and a Doctor. Now he can cook?

"Hans, how can someone like you be single?" He almost spits his glass of water and cough.

"Why are you asking that?" He lifts a brow and wipes his lips.

"You're capable, smart and a Doctor. You can cook too. Why are you single?" I ask and he smirks.

"Well, I would end up valuing my work more than my lovers. So my ex-girlfriends get too needy and ends up breaking up with me if they don't get what they want."

"Girlfriends? Aren't you gay? Or are you bi?"

"I don't mind gender. As long as I like you, its fine. But if I don't then I'll stay single. Did I answer your question, Angel?" I look down at my food and then at him.

"As far as my knowledge goes, I am not single now though." I flush and he reach out over the table to brush something from my cheek.

"You have a grain on your cheek."

"Fine then Hans, let's make it official then." His eyes widen.

"Angel?" I stood up and went around the table to sit on his lap. He immediately wrap his arms around my waist and I wrap my arms over his shoulders.

"Let's date." I said with flushing cheeks and his face beams with a bright smile and glazed eyes.

Wow, he can be so handsome really.

"That is not a joke right? I won't let you go if it's true, Angel." I nod and cup his cheek.

"Just kiss me, Hans." He growled in his throat and cup my nape and pulled me in a kiss. His breath.. its so warm...

"Hands.. your hands.." I gasp bitting my lips when his hand glides inside my shirt to grope my chest pinching my nipple. His other hand then grope my butt cheek. My face felt like it's on fire and my chest is gonna explode with how much my heart is pounding.

"Too much?" He kiss my neck and I gasp.

"Yes, not yet. Okay?" He sighs against my neck and kiss it again.

"Alright.." He showed me an understanding smile and peck my swallen lips.

"Let's finish our breakfast before it gets cold." I nod and tried to catch my breathing making him chuckle.

"You alright?" I pout and he laughs louder.

Well he looks like he's happy. I can be happy too right? I watch him laugh and smile.

Yeah... I think I can do it.