Jacob Hudson

***Jacob is Evan's older Brother***

"Fuck!" This is just fuck up. "Stop Mark! Ugh!!!" He grab my shirt and ripped it off my body then he pushed me down his bed.

"Mark what the fuck?! No!! Stop dicking around, Mark! Stop!!" He was way stronger than me. He easily pinned me down and straddled me. Just give up Jake. You can never win. I closed my eyes and stayed completely still. I know what he'll do anyway. This freaking mess keeps going on and on for 3 whole days.

"Are you done struggling?" He asks and I just wince when he crush his mouth on mine. Forcing a kiss on me.

"Open up. Now! Give me what I want!"

That's the problem Mark. You always get what you want but not this time. I took a deep breath and kneed his dick. He yelped and fell off the bed. I quickly jump off the bed and storm out.

"Die in hell Mark! Fuck you!" I run off as fast as I could. Without even a decent shirt on! Shit. My shirt is all torn off. Geez. I am even wearing a designer one!

"Ump!!"

"Are you okay?" Okay?? Holy! How handsome is he? I got up with his help.

"Jacob!!" I tensed and grab that man's hand.

"Run!" What am I doing dragging him with me?! I was the one being chase not him!

"Why are we running?!" He yelled. Good question.

"Because I am being chase by my crazy lunatic ex!" I said and drag him in a dark alley.

"Quiet, I think we lost him." I was panting whew...

"Hey.. Are you alright?" I look up and notice our position? I was sandwich between two walls. The wall of the alley and the wall of his hard chest. What? Is this a six pack I feel on my hands? I quickly push him away and look away.

"Uh.. Sorry. I drag you with me by impulse." I tried to fix my shirt on me but it was no use. It was falling off. I got surprised when that man pulled the remaining garment of my shirt.

"Hey! Ump." He throwed something soft on my face. It smelt nice. Really nice. It's his jacket.

"Thanks." I wore it but he grab my hand and he took the zipper from me. He zipped it up and when he did we met eyes and I finally saw those green gems. Wow. His eyes were amazing.

"Hans. My name's Hans. Johans Hale"

"J-Jake. Jacob Hudson." I blushed when he held my waist and wrapped his arm around me.

"Pleasure to meet you, Jacob." And that smile. Ugh.. Why is my chest tightening up?! Yaicks! No way! What's with my stomach? Oh no fucking way I am having butterflies in my stomach. I might be Bi but I am not a girl!

But I am blushing.. He is just so damn - for the lack of better words - charming.

"Jake!" I jump and a strong arm shove me on a wall. "Ump!" Not a wall. A warm wall. His back.

"You fucking fag! Get back here!" I trembled at his words.

"You'll regret that." I blink as I heard a deep baritone voice. I screamed when I didn't reach his arm in time as he pounce at Mark. He swung his arm back and one loud smacking hit of bone to bone made me scream again.

"Fucking asshole." I was trembling as I stared at bleeding Mark sprawled on the floor.

"Come." I snap my head at him as he took my hand and drag me away from the dark and smelly alley.

"No let me go!" I flinched when he lean at me. Fuck he'll hit me!

"I won't hurt you. I'm sorry you had to see that. That jerk needs to be rotting in jail for what he did to you."

I look up at his towering height and he smirk at me. A smirk that made those butterflies turn my stomach over making me almost hurl in the middle of the side walk.

"Come with me." He waited for my answer and I just nod my head like the idiot I am. Here I go again. Going with someone that screams, holers and alarms all over the place with the sign board "Danger" with matching neon lights. This is it. This time I'll die for sure.

I manage to escape from Mark but this guy who I don't even know the name off, will be the death of me.

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Nathan Miller

This is just great. I now remember what happened last night. Evan and I went to a party and got home too drunk. Well mostly me. Even with my blindness that doesn't mean I can't have fun but hell, I had too much fun. I got so egrossed, I seduced Evan that night. It was my fault now. He left me because I am so fucking stupid!

I felt for my phone that Evan usually place on the bedside table. I grab it and press the speed dial.

"M-mom.. Come here please."

My mom came bustling in the house screaming my name. He got to my room and kiss me all over. I told her Evan and I had a fight. Then she gave me that I-know-thay-you're-hiding-something stare. Her face close enough for me to see. I sighed, giving up for I know you can't hide anything when it comes with my overprotective Mom. So I told her everything. From the time Evan confessed to me to this day.. She just listened and held my hand as I talk and once I was finish she hugged me and kiss me once again. Telling me it'll be alright and she'll talk to Evan and make him come back home.

I wish mom could really bring Evan back to me. I'm afraid. I'm so dependent on him I'm even scared of it myself.

I can't live without anyone but not him.

Evan, come back.. I love you. I failed to tell you that because I was scared. I wish I could've told you...

And with that, my tears fell as my mom hugged me tighter, rubbing soothing circles on my back.