I'm obsessed with QUEEN. True Legends I must say, ok on with the chapter!!!

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Alex's POV

I'm not really dating anyone, I just needed to get over him. It's not easy going through a breakup it fucking sucks.

As I was about to leave John's place, I realize I left my keys at his place. YOU DUMBASS! I walk back up the stairs (I actually like walking up stairs.)

Once I finally reach door I knock on it thinking he brought it back inside with him.

He doesn't answer.

I knock again.

No answer.

I didn't see him walk out when I did. So he couldn't be gone right? I'm starting to get worried now.

"John?" I ask loud enough to be heard through the door. Then I remember John had some pretty bad anxiety after his incident. Shit.

"John open please!" No response. God please say he's not having a panic attack.

"John I'm gonna count to three and if you don't answer I'll kick down the door!" I shout.

"1!"
"2!"
"FUCK IT!"
I kick down the door and see John in the corner of the room having a panic attack.

I quickly rush over to him and hold him in my arms, God it felt so good to hold him in my arms again. He hugs back, at first hesitantly but he holds me crying in my shoulder as we sit.

He cry's for about 30 more minutes before pulling away, still hyperventilating.

"S-Shit I'm so s-sorry about that I don't know what came over me and-" he began and I cut him off.

"It's ok John, I understand." I put my hand on his cheek but immediately pushes it off reminding me, we're not together.

"Your keys are on the counter." He said in a no emotion tone.

"Right, Thanks."

I grabbed my keys and was about to walk out before John called my name.

"Hey, Alex."

"Yeah?"

"I'm glad you got with somebody you like. To be honest I actually think I found someone I like too. So thanks, now that you moved on I guess I can move on as well." He said with a light smile.

"N-No problem John." I give a fake smile back. I regret telling him I'm with someone, maybe if I hadn't said the word loved that night. Could we still be together?

"Well...see ya around I guess?" I say as I walk out.

"Yeah, I guess." He says with light smile again.

I left and got in my car slamming my head on the steering wheel making the car honk.

"YOU GODDAMN SON OF A BITCH!" I shout at myself.

"YOU'RE SO FUCKING STUPID! I SWEAR!" At this point I wanted the car to blow up with me in it.

-A/N: sorry it's short I just needed to post something before I get mad at myself. PS: I wrote half of this while I was extremely tired so it's probably bad. OH WELL 😎🤠