Alex POV

It's been a couple of days since me and John kissed and I honestly feel like we should talk about it.

Then I noticed something. John started to smell different (does that sound creepy?) Johns usually smell was like cologne and flowers but now he smells, like, LIKE WEED?!

As I walk my way to my next class I see one of the most cutest girls ever (like a sister) Eliza Schuyler.

"Oh hey Alex!" She said sounding so excited just to see me. "Hey cinnamon roll." I say a smirk appears on my face, and Eliza gains a pink tint to her skin.

"So how have you been?" She asked.
"Good, getting a little excited for Christmas to be honest." I respond

Me and Eliza chat for a bit until I see John, "ok well I gotta go, I'll see you later Cinnamon Roll!" I shout as run towards John not able to see the slight hurt look on Eliza's face.

Eliza's POV

As I see Alex Run to John like he's the last Person on earth I can't help but to feel my heart crack a little.

I know Alex is bisexual which is why I think he has feelings for John, Angelica has feelings for John so maybe they could end up together?

But then again I did hear some people say John is gay, that would just shatter Angelica as he is the only thing she talks about. Anyways I have to head to class, so I do

~~the end of the day cause I need to hurry and publish this~~

We meet up with the group at are favorite cafe, John and Alex still aren't here until 30 minutes later when I see Alex walk in with his fingers intertwined with Johns. What happened? Earlier this morning he was single and now he's with John?! I don't hate John or Alex for this but I'm just broken and I'm sure Angelica did too. Without realizing it until Peggy brought to my attention, I'm crying?

Why does this hurt so much? He was just a crush.

John's POV {When Alex walked up to him}

"Hey John!" I hear someone from behind me call my name, I turn around and see Alex walk up to me.

"What's good Ham?" I say using  the nickname I gave him, which he hates.

"Nothing much but, u-um can we talk?" I already know what he wants to talk about, so I agree. What's missing a class gonna do?

"Sure, just let me put my books away first." I respond.

When I'm done we decided to walk around campus and talk. At first it was silent until Alex spoke up.

"S-So ummm about that kiss?" He said.
"What about it?" I respond.
"Um well...did you like it?" He asked me, I feel my face turn red and I'm pretty sure he noticed.

"Uhhh yeah I-I enjoyed it." OH MY GOD THIS IS SO FUCKING AWKWARD!!!!

"Would you be mad If I said, psh I don't know..." He trails off for a short second until- "I said I wanted to kiss you everyday~?" He asked and I feel my heart about to fall out of my chest, ok play it chill John!

I grab his hand, "I would love that. Babe" and I swear you've never seen the happiest person alive if you've never seen Alexander right now.

But I do feel bad for him a little cause I know he'll get tired of me like everyone else did. But I'll try to be happy for as long as I can.

God please don't leave me Alexander

Please

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A/N: WOW I'M IN LOVE WITH MY OWN STORY!