4 months after the voices appeared I met a guy. For the sake of privacy we will call him Joe.

Joe and I had been friends for about 6 months. We bonded over clash of clans and how we were both band students.

Anyways, In november he asked me out and I said yes. We texted daily and he would always walk me to class.

In december we had a snowflake ball. He asked me to go with him and I said yes.

We had mainly kept our relationship a secret. Only our closest friends knew. Not even our parents knew (Im not allowed to date but I dont care what my parents think).

Anyways, this was the first time most people had seen us as a couple so people were asking how long we were together and other stuff.

Anyways we answered questions and people took photos of us.

We had a good night. We talked and slowdanced while people were yelling how they shipped it or that they were jealous of me (Joe was really cute).

Anyways towards the end of the night Joe got a bit to comforatable around me.

He started grabbing my waist and wrists tightly and then he kept touching my butt. I asked  him to let go of me and to stop touching my butt.

He would just laugh and keep doing it and kept saying how I was his. It was my first relationship so I didnt know if this is what actually was supposed to happen. I just dealt with it for the rest of the night.

Toward the end he grabbed my butt and I was sick of it. I got out of his grasp and yelled at him. I yelled how he shouldnt be doing this and how I was sick of it.

He just grabbed my wrist again and laughed, gave me a hug and left.

I debated our relationship for about 2 months after that before I ended it. He was really upset and refused to let me leave him. He kept texting me that he wanted me to come over and that he had alcohol. I told him we were over and that he needed to stop. He kept going at this for 2 months after I ended it.

Around the end of April he finally stopped. But then I started getting bullied by his friends. Constantly told how I should just stop and do what a guy wants. How I should just let him have me. That I should have just had fun with him.

Is being grabbed and manipulated fun? Because I dont think it is.