I don't know why but I get really scared all the time I hear a lot of weird stuff but now it's gotten worse I can't only hear, I see a lot too. I can't help but cry when I'm alone it helps but then it goes dark I have fallen asleep where I dream so much I want to scream my heart out. Watching the kids helps none but it keeps me distracted so sometimes I don't mind it. When I'm scared I want to punch,hit,kick,or throw something but most of the time I try to keep calm but people see right through it so I quit trying. I just keep my opinions to my self because I think it will help me but sometimes I want to tell someone how I feel. Not no doctor or psychologist. My dreams i try not to but things come back and it hits hard. So I try not to dream but when I do I normally wake up screaming,crying,or,being held down so I hurt someone. So yeah that's me.