So, for this journal entry, it is going to be separated into three different sections.  One is a joke kind of rant, another is rant, and the other is an update.  If there’s ever a random mistake, I blame my Sheba – my kitten that is really a terrorist puppy in disguise - who is doing her hardest to mess me up so that she can get me to pet her.  Anyway, a few of you have heard part of my second rant.  But for now, let’s stick with the first.

“Evil Creations”

So, you TV watchers may have noticed something.  At least I’m guessing this plague is spreading throughout other television series because it has suddenly appeared in three of the ones I watch.  Okay, maybe not so suddenly in one, but suddenly in the other two.  These torturous devices have been made for one purpose, and one purpose only – to terrorize the fandom with heart wrenching feels before giving them weeks, if not months, to suffer in their pain.  No longer does the fandom have only the season finale to fear with its cliffhangers and plot twists and dreaded wait afterwards, but creators have decided that is not enough.  They must make us suffer this dreadful experience not once, but twice now!  What are these evil creations that are wrecking hearts with great glee you ask?

Mid-season finales…..  Yes, that’s right.  Now midway through a season we have to stop for a short hiatus after an episode that could be a season finale… And realize that the real season finale is yet to come.  Exhibits A-C: The Flash, Arrow, and Once Upon a Time.  I will admit, The Flash’s mid-season finale I could live with.  However, I am writing this from the trauma unit known as my bedroom curled up with a pestering kitty because of those last two series.  If you have not watched them, one is about the Green Arrow, the other is about storybook characters coming to our world due to a curse.  Watch them.  Your life may actually does depend on it.  Without them the angry polar penguin horse will eat you.  But be warned – watching them is mentally damaging.  I need others to suffer with me, though.  Anyway, for those of you who have not watched it and plan to, skip ahead until the bold stops, because I’m going to be yelling, and it needs bold.  And possibly all caps…

WHAT IN THE WORLD ARE YOU DOING TO ME?  YOU FREAKING HAVE OLIVER QUEEN SAY HE LOVES FELICITY – MY OTP OF THAT SERIES – AND THEN YOU HAVE HIM FREAKING KICKED OFF A CLIFF INCHES AWAY FROM DEATH????? HAVE YOU NOT PUT THAT POOR BOY THROUGH ENOUGH????  YOU LEFT US ON A LITERAL CLIFFHANGER THAT IS JUST AS PUNNY AS PERCABETH FALLING INTO TARTARUS, BUT POSSIBLY WORSE YOU CHEESE PUKING GORILLAS!  NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!

*takes in a deep breath for upcoming scream about Once Upon a Time*

NOOOOOOOO! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!  YES, YOU GIVE ME MY AMAZING CAPTAIN SWAN, BUT THEN YOU FREAKING TEAR APART RUMBELLE AND OUTLAW QUEEN?????  DO YOU HATE YOUR FANDOM?  MUST YOU TEAR OUR HEARTS OPEN PIECE BY PIECE, RUB SALT IN, ADD ALCOHAL, THEN STOMP IT TO PIECES?????  GET ROBIN BACK TO REGINA NOW!  MAKE RUMPLE GOOD AGAIN AND WITH BELLE NOW!  I HATE YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU YOU FREAKING HEARTLESS BUTTPENGUINS! I WILL ONLY FORGIVE YOU ONCE YOU GIVE ME KILLIAN “HOOK” JONES AS PAYMENT!!

Ahem….  Me x Hook… Yes, you heard me right.  Now stop thinking of the stupid guy with the perm from the child’s movie of Peter Pan – who is really freaking evil! – and look up Hook from Once Upon a Time.  Then look up Hook’s best moments and just listen to that voice.  Then, then you may possibly understand.  Just to make it easier, look at the added media.  Warning - SPOILERS!

Okay, well, there is my little rant on Midseason Finales, how evil they are, and the torture Arrow and OUaT are putting me through… Which these words just barely touch upon honestly.

Now for the next rant which is really a rant and not me screaming in anguish at the laptop.

“What in the World?”

Okay, so, I have this friend.  She’s been my friend for a few years now, okay?  This year, she’s president of the anime club at my school.  However, most of the people aren’t exactly fond of her.  I could see where they were coming from, but I still believed in said friend and tried to help her out by trying to get her to improve in the areas they didn’t like without telling her because, knowing her, I knew she’d make things worse if she knew.  I had no ulterior motive behind it – I simply wanted to help her.  She had also been stressed with a lot of things, so I figured not having to worry about people wanting to impeach her would help.  And every time that someone spoke up against her, I stuck up for her and tried to work it out.  However, after a month or so of this happening and said friend refusing to actually listen to me, I decided I needed to tell her about the impeachment thing hoping that I was wrong about how she would react and that she would actually work to make things better.  Instead of simply trying to improve, she did what I figured she would do – she confronted the other members of the anime club council.  Understandable reaction?  Yes.  Should she as president have done that in the somewhat accusing manner she did rather than simply found out what was going on?  No, because this just made everything worse.  To top it off, she started shutting down afterwards out of anger.  What does she tell me after I told her?  Not thank you for trying to help.  Not tell me next time.

She told me she doesn’t trust me any longer and that she no longer likes me because I kept this from her….

Wait, what??????  Okay, I can understand maybe I could have told her, but I was simply trying to protect her from what I knew she would do because I knew if she went with what she wanted to do, it would lead to her more likely being impeached, and she wouldn’t listen to me about how to actually help the people of the club be happy.  I tried to help her avoid it.  I tried to get things to work.  I was the only freaking one trying to get everything to where everyone could be happy.  Yet now she doesn’t trust me or like me?  When she has even kept things from me in the past?  Her response is I could have just stopped talking to her for that.  Yes, I could have.  But I didn’t.  Because friends forgive!  What.  The.  Fudge????????  I mean, seriously, can anyone explain to me here her thought process???? Please, because I am still just absolutely bewildered.  Rather than tell me that she’d rather I be honest with her from the get go, or even listen to me when I try to help even after she’s said this to me, hurt my feelings, and basically gets angry at me, she just plain out doesn’t like me anymore.  Like the past few years mean nothing.  I should really calm down before I chuck my computer.  So for my computer’s sake, on to the next subject.

Updates!

Okay, so as some of you have noticed, I’ve updated both CS and TG in the past month, and you guys have no idea how good that feels.  I’m working on SotH and NTL right now.  I’m almost half way through NTL and just starting SotH.  The latter I’m having minor problems with due to trying to pace it right.  I’m hoping to get one of these out by Christmas to have a Christmas update of some sorts.  Not sure if that’ll go well, but I’m going to try!

Also, there is another fanfiction of mine that is on here but not on this account.  It is a joint story by me and Shizake19 called Retribution.  It is on his account if you want to go read it.  Which you should. As well as his other amazing stories.  Why?  Because I said so.  And if you do, I may give you a cookie (you know, if I can find a way to digitalize it….).  Also there’s Purpledinosaur13.  I may be doing a joint story with her in the future with my character Ryu of CS and her character Tomi of Taking Control.  It’ll definitely be interesting XD.  You guys should check out her stories as well.  Yes, I’m giving out free advertising.  While I’m at it, go read stuff from all the people I’m following.  That means you, looking at this screen right now.  Go check them out!  They’re fantastic!  If not I’ll release the flying chocolate monkeys!  Oh gosh *facepalms because nobody from this site besides previously mentioned and DestinyGirlz will possibly remember/know this*

Also, I’m going to update AW sometime in the New Year.  Leaving a bit of time for other entries and such, though it’ll still be open as the series goes on.  Also, I’m part of the KnB Magazine staff now, and will be doing articles for their Words of Wisdom.  My first one is going to be released in their next issue.  I’m very nervous about it U^.^

Well, I think that’s about it.  Now I need to go sleep.  Of course, that really means typing for a little bit longer until I remember I actually have school tomorrow and try to sleep….

Night everybody!  Hope you enjoyed my, um, randomness……

P.S. I also apparently have a 20 Facts About Me to do.  Thanks, Destiny….