I tried to keep the mental screams out of this because this is not a place for that. But here is my contribution to the goodbyes.

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You were just a random person I kept glaring at in a non-serious way during some Anime Wattys because your Naruto story was going to beat mine. I don't know why we started talking but it was while we were competing. I entered your wattys as well before those even ended.

I remember you trying to give me faith in myself and how happy you were to mention one of mine got first place just to try to prove to me how awesome I was.

We kept talking. We became friends. And I don't regret a single moment of it. All our joking around and silliness and I even became your hubby. You were one of my first wives on Wattpad.

Justin Cain will always have a new importance to me. He is no longer just a lovable character in my story. He is now the character you held dear enough to you to claim his last name. And one day I will publish Never Too Late if for no other reason than to get to a Justin side story where you will officially marry him.

Dang it... Dang it, Jamie... I said I wouldn't write this. I said I had no right as someone not as close... But I know bits of you I want to share with others. And I want to put voice behind the impact you had on me as part of your legacy...

You and DJTammy bringing me into your dares always made me feel so special and loved. I wish it still happened...

I can never look at SasuSaku the same again. I wasn't even all that big on the ship until I met you. You are the one that got me into canon ships. Our Will of Fire exists because of you.

I'm trying so hard not to scream for you to get back here... But you're somewhere happier. Somewhere where there's streets of gold and no sadness. Only happiness. Only smiles. You'll never feel pain again.

You were my first major RyuSaku shipper. Like, I had had people ship them before, but I never saw someone do it as strongly as you. The smiles you gave me from that.

You know... ShizaSasa shall never happen... But it'll always exist because you mistook a present to comfort me as a ship.

You're so beautiful, Jamie. Even more so now that the filth of the world doesn't hold you back. But dang nab it, you are beautiful, both on the inside and the out. You tried your best to make people happy and to help them grow and you just had this great, pure heart that made so many people love you.

You shall never be forgotten.

You shall always be loved.

God placed an angel on earth when He gave it you. Now you have your wings.

I love you, Jamie.

Until we meet again,
Bre