Really getting away is an everyday goal for me I try to find ways to not be at my house..... or really my mom I try to go to my boyfriends to escape and usually it works  I'm always over there and I love it no stress no shaming just a bunch of smiles of an actual working, funtioning family well I mean sorta his parents are divorced but they have been for over 14 years and his parents don't mind me and his little sister is always so excited to see me...it makes me feel wanted like I actually mean sonething....sometimes I can't escape and have to come home where there is not stop yelling everyone hiding in their rooms and no one talking to each other but sadly no smiles at all just sadness my mom smoking two packs of cigarettes a day and never leaves her room dad is constantly working leaving us for her and for her to treat us like shit and then gets us in trouble really its bullshit and I can't wait to move out so I don't have to deal eith it anymore so I can't be done