Recently I've begun telling people I am close to that I am a little (I don't use it sexually) I'm a little as a coping mechanism to get away from my real life I used a water bottle as a stress reliever as like a baby bottle my mom had just been non stop "you're fat, you're basically 300 lbs (which I'm not), you're a failure because of how I raised you" and other stuff she talked about me behind my back to my brothers and it's had to cope with any of it my dad is always here for me but recently he's been more angry and upset I just want people to be there for me but I've also lost all of my friends due to my ex bestfriend who decided that spreading rumors about me would be good then for no reason dumping water all over me and having people record it and post it on Snapchat 😭😭 then now I'm being homeschooled because of the bullying but my dad doesn't realize that my moms doing it too 😭 someone save me from my life (I know no one will I'm sorry..)