So basically, I want to have a secret identity.

I don't mean like a super hero or super villain, cause that's just slightly dumber than what I'm thinking.

I mean I want to go all out emo, full face of makeup, and a wig, and walk around town without people knowing who I am.

I wouldn't talk to anyone, or give out any hints ever, but I'd just get to feel like myself.

(Okay maybe not the full face of makeup and the wig, but definitely the black clothes.)

If I just go out a few times so I can get it out of my system and not have a crisis on wearing a pastel sweater that suits me, I'd be fine. I've never worn foundation or a wig before, so I don't think people will suspect me.

I know it's a dumb idea, and that if I'm not careful everyone will know, but I've grown to be cautious at this point. I think this could really help me.

I'm going to try it on the weekend, but for now I'm just planning. If I do actually go through with it, I'll be thrilled that I didn't let my anxiety (or common sense) take over.

(Update: I let my common sense take over)