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     Oh gosh. I feel like a...girl! Not that girls are bad or anything, but I just feel like a girl who just confessed to the guy she likes and she gets nothing but a smirk in return. Which then, makes their heart flutter.

In my case, in the last entry, I couldn't even say I love you like I used to before. It was much harder to say...

I'm starting to realize a few things about myself, Anthony. Because of you. I believe that the feelings I had for you before I talked to you were more of an infatuation than anything, it wasn't love. It was lust.

However, now that I'm able to get to know you a little better. I feel like I'm so much closer to you. As if I've known you forever.

I don't lust for you anymore, Anthony.

I love you.

I LOVE you.

You see that? I don't have that insane lust for you anymore. All I have is love for you.

I've finally come to learn that; the difference between lust and love.